Yeji was lying on the bed, legs kicked up behind her, scrolling through her phone with the casual ease of someone who had no idea her boyfriend - or whatever the fuck I was to her - had just spent the last two hours being used as a human dildo by her fellow members. The casual brutality of that thought made me wince.

The room was immaculate. She'd made the bed with military precision while I was gone, hospital corners and everything. The clothes I'd left scattered across the floor were now folded neatly on the dresser. Even the curtains had been straightened. That was Yeji - Type A to her core, finding comfort in order and control when everything else in her chaotic life refused to cooperate.

She looked devastating in her casual wear: an off-shoulder grey cropped sweatshirt that had slipped down to expose one smooth, pale shoulder, a black sports bra peeking out beneath it, and still in those those goddamn Lululemons she was so proud of. They clung to her ass like a second skin, leaving absolutely nothing to the imagination - every curve of her tight, sculpted body was on full display. She wore them like armor, like a declaration: I earned this body through blood, sweat, and tears.

She was completely oblivious. Happy. Radiant, even, with that soft glow she got when she was relaxed and content.

And I was a piece of shit.

"Finally!" She jumped off the bed the moment she saw me, phone forgotten, clattering onto the mattress. She bounded over with that athletic grace that made everything she did look effortless and planted a firm kiss on my cheek - our standard greeting. Right side, always the right side. We'd never been the type to kiss on the lips unless we were actively fucking or about to. It was an unspoken boundary, one of many that kept our relationship in its comfortable, undefined grey area. Friends who fucked. Nothing more, nothing less.

Except it had always felt like more to me.

"Took you long enough," she said, wrapping her arms around my waist and pressing her face into my chest, inhaling deeply. "I was starting to think you'd drowned in there. Were you jerking off without me?"

I stiffened for a heartbeat, terrified she'd somehow smell Ryujin's sweat on me or detect Yuna's dried saliva clinging to my skin, but all I smelled like was citrus body wash and steam. Just soap. Nothing incriminating.

"Gross," I laughed weakly. "No. I was, uh... taking a shit. You know how it is after a big breakfast. TMI, I know."

"Ew." She pulled back to wrinkle her nose at me, her face scrunching up in that adorable way that made my chest ache. "Way too much information, Minho. Keep that to yourself."

She dragged me to the bed by both hands, and we collapsed onto it together. She immediately curled into my side like a cat seeking warmth, her head finding its familiar spot on my chest, one leg thrown over mine, her arm draped across my stomach. This was us - comfortable, easy, intimate without trying. Five years of this had made it second nature.

I wrapped my arm around her shoulders and started rubbing gentle circles on her scalp, running my fingers through her silky black hair. It was still slightly damp from her shower earlier, smelling faintly of her expensive lavender shampoo - the one she special-ordered from Japan.

"So what took you so long?" she asked, her voice muffled against my shirt. Her fingers traced idle patterns on my stomach, making my muscles twitch. "You were gone for like two hours. I thought you were just going to take a quick rinse by the pool."

My heart rate spiked, but I kept my voice steady. "I did shower outside. Then I just... floated in the pool for a bit. The water was perfect. I guess I dozed off in the sun on one of those loungers. Woke up feeling all gross and chlorine-y, so I came up here for a real shower."

It was a half-truth. The best kind of lie - believable because it was mostly accurate, just missing the parts where I'd fucked two of her members in increasingly depraved ways.

"Lazy ass," she teased, poking my ribs hard enough to make me squirm. "Some of us actually had to work today, you know. Pilates was absolutely brutal. My instructor, Hana-unnie, is a sadist in designer yoga pants. I swear she gets off on our pain. She made us do hundreds - you know, that horrible ab exercise - for like twenty minutes straight without stopping. My core is screaming right now."

"Poor baby," I deadpanned, giving her scalp a gentle scratch that made her practically purr. "Must be so hard being perfect."

"Shut up," she laughed, swatting my chest. Her hand lingered there, right over my heart. "I'm serious though. Between you absolutely wrecking me this morning - I can still feel you, by the way - and Hana trying to murder me with reformer torture, I might legitimately need a wheelchair tomorrow. I walked out of that studio like a newborn deer."

"I'll go easy on you tonight," I offered, knowing full well she'd reject that.

"Don't you dare," she murmured, her hand drifting lower on my stomach, fingers tracing the line of my abs before stopping just above my waistband. "I like it when you don't hold back. When you just... take what you want from me."

The weight of those words settled heavy in the air between us. We lay in comfortable silence for a moment, just breathing together, and I felt the tension in my shoulders start to ease despite everything. This was familiar. Safe. This was the Yeji I knew - the one who'd been there since the beginning, who knew me better than anyone, who'd seen me at my worst and somehow still wanted me around.

"Did you run into any of the girls while you were out there?" she asked suddenly, her tone casual but curious. "I know Ryujin mentioned wanting to use the pool earlier. She's basically part fish at this point."

"No," I lied smoothly, my heart hammering against my ribs so hard I was sure she could feel it. "Didn't see anyone. Just me and the pool filter having a philosophical conversation about the meaning of existence."

"Weirdo." She laughed, the sound light and unguarded. "That's weird though. Ryujin's usually glued to that pool like it owes her money." She shrugged against me, her shoulder pressing into my side. "Oh well. You'll get to know them all better soon enough anyway."

I frowned, looking down at her. "What do you mean? I thought you wanted to keep me locked away in your tower like Rapunzel. You literally said, and I quote, 'Stay away from them, especially Ryujin, she's dangerous and will fuck anything with a pulse.'"

"Yeah, well - "

Ding dong!

The villa's doorbell chimed through the house, cutting her off mid-sentence.

"Oh! Perfect timing," Yeji said, springing up immediately with that dancer's grace. "That'll be the catering staff. Manager-nim arranged a private lunch delivery for us. The villa comes with meal service if you request it in advance. Supposed to be from the best local place in town."

"Am I... supposed to join?" I asked cautiously, sudden nervousness flooding through me. "I thought you wanted to keep me separate from the group. The whole 'secret friend' thing."

"Of course you're joining," she said, pulling me up from the bed with surprising strength for someone who claimed to be destroyed. "You're my guest. I can't hide you in the bedroom forever - well, I could, but that would be boring." She grinned wickedly. "Besides, you know this industry runs on gossip like cars run on gas. Better they meet you properly as my 'old trainee friend' than start speculating about who the mystery man in my bedroom is. Trust me, the rumors would be way worse than the truth."

"But you said at the yacht party - "

"They won't try anything with me there," she interrupted confidently, tying her hair up in a high ponytail with practiced ease. "And honestly? They're not sex demons all the time. They're actually really fun and chill when they're not acting like bitches in heat." She smiled fondly, her eyes softening. "I love those girls. We're family. Just... a very horny, very dysfunctional family. That's the K-pop life." She shrugged like this was the most normal thing in the world. "Work hard, play harder, fuck hardest."

I didn't know what to say to that brutally honest assessment, so I said nothing.

We headed downstairs together. She knocked sharply on Lia's door as we passed, three quick raps. "Lia-ya! Minjun-oppa! Food's here!"

"Coming!" Lia's voice called back, slightly breathless, followed by muffled laughter and what sounded suspiciously like a belt buckle jingling.

***

The smell hit me before we even reached the dining area - savory, rich, complex, mouth-watering. My stomach growled audibly despite everything that had happened. The staff had transformed the dining table into something out of a Korean food magazine spread, the kind of artful abundance that would make Instagram explode.

There was galbi-jjim - braised short ribs glistening in a mahogany soy glaze so glossy it looked like lacquer, studded with chestnuts, jujubes, and fat chunks of carrot and radish. The meat looked so tender it was practically falling off the bone, the fat rendered to that perfect state between solid and liquid.

A massive platter of haemul-pajeon - seafood pancake golden and crispy around the edges, loaded with squid rings, fat shrimp, and scallions, still steaming slightly. You could see the layers of batter and seafood, each one perfectly crispy.

Multiple bowls of mul-naengmyeon - icy buckwheat noodles swimming in crystal-clear broth with actual ice cubes floating in it, topped with sliced Asian pear, julienned cucumber, and halved soft-boiled eggs with jammy yolks.

Grilled abalone, still sizzling on a cast iron plate, brushed with brown butter and garnished with microgreens and sesame seeds. The butter was still bubbling.

A whole platter of fresh hoe - assorted sashimi arranged on a bed of crushed ice like jewels, including fatty tuna, salmon, and what looked like local Jeju mackerel, each slice cut thick and generous.

At least a dozen different banchan in small ceramic dishes covering every available surface - three varieties of kimchi (napa, cucumber, and radish), seasoned spinach, braised lotus root, spicy cucumber salad, marinated soybeans, fish cakes, pickled garlic.

And in the center, dominating everything, a massive earthenware pot of dwaeji-gukbap - Jeju pork and rice soup, the broth milky white and rich from hours of simmering bones, flecks of green onion floating on top.

***

"Holy shit," I breathed, genuinely overwhelmed. "Are we feeding the entire villa or preparing for the apocalypse?"

"Right?" Yeji grinned, already reaching for a piece of seafood pancake with her bare fingers and popping it directly into her mouth like a heathen. "They don't mess around with portions. We burn insane calories. Dance practice six hours a day, gym sessions, performances, learning choreography..." She paused meaningfully. "And other activities. Gotta refuel properly or we'd pass out."

"This is for five people?" I asked incredulously, doing the mental math.

"Six, counting you. And trust me, it'll be gone in thirty minutes flat." She grabbed a piece of galbi, blowing on it before taking a bite. "These girls eat like they're preparing for hibernation. It's actually impressive. Sometimes terrifying."

"We can hear you, unnie!" Lia's voice called out from the hallway before she and Minjun emerged. She looked effortlessly beautiful in a white linen sundress that seemed to float around her body, her hair slightly mussed in that artfully disheveled way, makeup minimal and glowing. She gave absolutely no indication whatsoever that I'd overheard her pornographic conversation with Minjun about filming us half an hour ago.

"Oh! Minho-ssi!" she said brightly, her eyes widening in theatrical surprise that would've earned her an acting award. "You're still here! How lovely. I wasn't sure if you were staying or just visiting."

"Yeah, he's staying for a few days," Yeji explained, settling into a chair and immediately loading her plate with noodles. "My guest. Vacation time. Hope that's cool with everyone."

"Of course!" Lia beamed, moving to sit directly across from me, her movements graceful and deliberate. "Any friend of Yeji's is a friend of ours, right? We love having people over."

She shot me a wink - quick, subtle, barely a flutter of her eyelid, but loaded with meaning. I know what you did. I have evidence.

Yeji immediately began loading Lia's plate, the mother of the group in full action. Naengmyeon first, a generous portion that threatened to overflow the bowl. Then pajeon, a thick slice still steaming slightly. A piece of galbi, the meat glistening with its mahogany glaze. "You didn't eat breakfast," she scolded gently, her chopsticks moving with practiced efficiency. "You need proper fuel."

"Thanks, unnie," Lia said sweetly, accepting the food with a grateful smile. Then, just as quickly, her own chopsticks began moving. She picked out the julienned cucumber strips from her noodles with surgical precision, transferring them directly onto Minjun's plate one by one.

Yeji continued adding more banchan to Lia's plate, completely focused on her caretaking mission.

Lia's chopsticks kept working in parallel, extracting cucumbers with ridiculous efficiency. Each strip landed on Minjun's plate with quiet purpose.

Minjun glanced down at the growing pile of cucumber, then up at Lia. His lips twitched, fighting back a smile.

Lia's eyes sparkled with barely contained amusement.

They shared a look. Brief, but loaded with something unspoken.

My chest tightened. The air felt too thick suddenly, hard to breathe. They're talking about it. About me. About the footage. About what they saw.

"And drink more water," Yeji continued, oblivious to the silent conversation happening right in front of her. "You look dehydrated."

My knee bounced under the table with nervous energy I couldn't contain. Every shared glance between Lia and Minjun felt like a countdown timer ticking down to my exposure, to everything falling apart.

I shifted in my seat, trying to steady myself, but my knee jerked up involuntarily and banged against the underside of the table hard enough to make all the banchan dishes rattle and nearly knock over a bowl of soup.

"You okay?" Yeji asked, looking at me with mild concern, her chopsticks pausing halfway to her mouth.

"Fine," I croaked, my voice coming out strangled. "Just... hungry. Low blood sugar. You know how it is."

"Well, dig in before the food gets cold or Ryujin - "

SLAM.

The pool deck's glass door crashed open with enough force to make the entire frame rattle in its track, nearly cracking the glass.

Everyone turned as one, chopsticks frozen mid-air.

Ryujin stood in the doorway like an avenging sea goddess. Dripping wet, water pooling on the tile floor beneath her. Completely, utterly, shamelessly naked. Holding The Beast - that massive purple dildo - in her left hand and her bullet vibrator, still buzzing faintly, in her right.

She looked like she'd just emerged from the depths to wreak havoc on unsuspecting mortals - water streaming down her compact, muscular body in rivulets, her short hair plastered to her face and neck, droplets clinging to her eyelashes. Her bush was dark and glistening, her nipples hard from the pool water, her thick thighs flexing as she stepped forward.

The reactions were instantaneous and varied:

Minjun choked on his sashimi, actually choked, pounding his chest while his eyes watered.

Lia clapped both hands over her mouth, chopsticks clattering to the table, torn between horror and hysterical laughter.

The catering manager made a strangled squeaking sound and nearly dropped an entire platter of abalone, catching it at the last second with a desperate lunge that sent banchan dishes rattling.

Yeji shot up so fast her chair scraped loudly against the floor, her face cycling through shock, fury, and mortification in rapid succession.

And I - I jerked my head down so violently I actually hurt my neck, staring at my rice like it contained the meaning of life.

"RYUJIN!" Yeji shrieked, jumping out of her chair so fast it scraped loudly against the floor. "WHY ARE YOU NAKED?! WHAT THE FUCK?!"

She whipped her head toward me with terrifying speed, eyes blazing with protective fury. "Stop staring!" she hissed at me, making a violent slashing motion across her throat with her hand. Her glare could have cut through diamond. "Eyes. Down. Now."

I had torn my gaze away - but not before Ryujin caught me looking and smirked, slow and deliberate and absolutely shameless.

"Sorry, didn't realize we had company," Ryujin said, her tone utterly unbothered, conversational, like she was discussing the weather and not standing naked in front of strangers holding sex toys. She took a few steps toward the table, water dripping with each movement, eyeing the food with genuine interest. "I was having some 'me time' in the pool. You know how it is. But then I smelled the galbi and just..." She trailed off, reaching toward the table like she was actually going to grab food while naked.

Yeji intercepted her, physically blocking her path like a bouncer at a club. "Get. Dressed. Right. Now. Or I'm calling Manager Park and telling her you're flashing the catering staff and our guest."

"Fine, fine," Ryujin sighed dramatically, holding up her hands in mock surrender, the dildo dangling obscenely. "So bossy, leader-nim. You're no fun."

She turned toward the stairs, but not before making an absolute show of it - swaying her hips in an exaggerated manner that was clearly intentional, giving everyone behind her a full, unobstructed view of her thick ass, the curve of her spine, and the purple toy clutched in her hand. She glanced back at me over her shoulder, eyes glittering with mischief and challenge.

"What is her deal today?" Yeji muttered, pinching the bridge of her nose and squeezing her eyes shut. "She's been extra... Ryujin lately. Even for Ryujin."

"Maybe she's just really relaxed," Lia offered diplomatically, though her lips twitched with barely suppressed laughter. "Vacation vibes, you know? Letting loose."

"She's always letting loose," Minjun snorted, helping himself to a generous portion of sashimi. "That's her default state."

Before anyone could respond, the front door banged open hard enough to bounce off the wall with a loud CRACK.

Yuna stumbled in, clutching a half-empty bottle of soju like a lifeline, her face flushed that telltale bright pink of Asian glow. Her hair was a complete disaster - tangled, wind-blown, with what looked like pool water still dripping from the ends. She was still wearing the black bikini with the gold chains from this morning, but the sheer sash was gone and the whole ensemble looked significantly more disheveled. One of the chain links was broken, hanging loose.

"Food," she mumbled, swaying slightly in the doorway. "I smell... meat. Is that galbi? I need galbi."

"Yuna-yah!" Yeji's tone instantly shifted from irritated leader to concerned mother, her expression softening. "Are you drunk? It's barely past noon. The sun is still high. What have you been doing?"

"'m not drunk," Yuna protested, though her words were definitely slurred around the edges. "Just... relaxed. Vibing. Vacation energy, unnie. Living my best life."

She spotted me then, and her eyes went comically wide, her mouth forming a perfect O of surprise. She immediately looked away, studying the floor tiles like they contained the secrets of the universe. "Oh. Hey. Minho-oppa. You're... still here. That's... cool. Very cool. Super normal."

"He's staying for a few days," Yeji explained gently, walking over to steady Yuna with a hand on her elbow. "You remember him from the yacht party in Busan back in March, right? My old trainee buddy?"

"Mmm-hmm," Yuna mumbled, still refusing to make eye contact, her cheeks somehow getting even redder. "Yeah. Totally remember. Very memorable. Yep."

"Go wash your face and drink some water," Yeji ordered, her voice soft but firm, using her leader voice. "You look like you got hit by a truck and then the truck backed up and hit you again. Maybe splash some cold water on your face."

"Sorry, unnie," Yuna said meekly, shuffling toward the bathroom like a scolded child. All the bratty confidence, the sultry seduction from this morning in the pool - completely gone, replaced by a subdued, almost guilty demeanor that was so out of character it was alarming.

Yeji shook her head, turning back to me with a long-suffering sigh. "I swear, sometimes I feel like I'm running a daycare instead of managing a girl group. The young ones are completely out of control. Zero self-preservation instincts."

You have absolutely no idea, I thought grimly. None whatsoever.

Ryujin returned a few minutes later, now "dressed" - though that was an extremely generous description of what she was wearing. She'd thrown on a light green bikini that could barely be classified as clothing - a triangle bralette-style top with thin spaghetti straps and small decorative buttons on the front that served absolutely no structural purpose, and low-rise bottoms with adjustable side ties that looked like they'd come undone with a gentle breeze. She'd paired it with a cropped white knit shrug that only served to emphasize her curves and exposed underboob, somehow making her look even more scandalous than when she'd been completely naked.

"Better?" she asked Yeji with exaggerated sweetness, batting her eyelashes.

"Marginally," Yeji grunted, unconvinced.

The front door opened again - more gently this time - and Chaeryeong walked in with Sunwoo, both of them flushed and sweaty in pristine tennis outfits that somehow made them look like a Ralph Lauren advertisement.

"Oh my god, food!" Chaeryeong exclaimed, her eyes lighting up. Then she spotted me and her entire face transformed with genuine warmth. "Minho-oppa! You're here!" She rushed over and pulled me into an enthusiastic hug before I could react, nearly lifting me off the ground with surprising strength. She smelled like expensive floral perfume - jasmine, maybe - mixed with clean sweat and coconut sunscreen, an intoxicating combination. "It's so good to see you again! Yeji-unnie said you might visit but I wasn't sure if you'd actually come."

"Good to see you too, Chaeryeong," I managed, returning the hug awkwardly while acutely aware of everyone watching this interaction.

"Are you staying long?" Sunwoo asked, offering a friendly handshake with a firm grip.

"Few days, apparently," I said. "Impromptu vacation."

"Nice. We should play tennis later," he suggested enthusiastically. "I desperately need a partner who isn't going to absolutely destroy me on the court." He glanced at Chaeryeong with mock resentment. "She's ruthless. No mercy. I thought dating another idol would be glamorous but mostly it's just getting my ass kicked in various sports."

"The score was 6-2, 6-1," Chaeryeong said proudly, already loading her plate with pajeon. "He won exactly three games."

"She's doing that thing where she makes it sound worse than it was," Sunwoo protested.

"It was exactly that bad," she confirmed, patting his arm consolingly. "But you have great sportsmanship. Very gracious in defeat."

"I just don't believe in letting you win," Chaeryeong added, poking his side. "That would be dishonest. Also boring."

"Did we miss something?" Sunwoo asked, noticing the general tension in the room. "Why does everyone look traumatized?"

"Ryujin happened," Minjun said darkly.

"Say no more," Sunwoo nodded knowingly. "We understand completely."

We all settled around the table, the atmosphere surprisingly normal despite the secrets hanging in the air like invisible weights. Plates were passed, chopsticks clicked against ceramic, and conversation started flowing naturally.

"So Minho-oppa," Chaeryeong said around a mouthful of naengmyeon, her cheeks full like a chipmunk, "Yeji-unnie always says you two go way back, but she's super vague about the details whenever we ask. How did you actually meet? What's the real story?"

I glanced at Yeji, who gave me a subtle nod of permission.

"We were trainees together at JYP," I explained, choosing my words carefully. "Same vocal evaluation group for about a year. I was focusing on production and vocals, Yeji was already perfect at dance and performance but - "

"But I was terrible at singing," Yeji finished, not looking embarrassed at all. "Like, truly awful. Got a D on my evaluation. Worst score possible. They literally told me I had no range, no control, and maybe I should just focus on being a backup dancer."

"No way," Yuna said, looking genuinely shocked despite her earlier avoidance, her drunkenness momentarily forgotten. "You're like... the most stable singer among all of us, unnie. Your breath control is insane."

"Wasn't always that way," Yeji said, reaching for more kimchi. "I was about to quit honestly. Thought I wasn't cut out for it. But Minho helped me with technique. Breathing exercises. Gave me confidence when I needed it most."

"Breath control," Ryujin repeated slowly, that wicked smirk spreading across her face like oil. "That's so interesting. Such an important skill. Yeji-unnie has the best breath control in the group now. Really impressive stamina. You must be a phenomenal teacher, Minho-ssi."

Lia snorted into her soup, nearly choking, her shoulders shaking with barely suppressed laughter.

Yuna went bright pink, suddenly finding her noodles absolutely fascinating.

Minjun coughed into his napkin.

Chaeryeong's eyes went wide with dawning comprehension, her chopsticks freezing halfway to her mouth.

Even Sunwoo - bless him - looked uncomfortable, suddenly very interested in the pattern on his plate.

I focused intently on my rice, refusing to look up, my neck burning.

"What?" Yeji looked around at everyone's weird reactions, genuinely confused. "What's funny about breath control? It's literally the foundation of proper singing technique."

"Nothing, unnie," Lia said quickly, fighting a smile. "Nothing at all."

"You're all so immature," Yeji huffed, but she was smiling despite herself. "Shut up, Ryujin. Don't be gross at the lunch table."

"I'm not being gross," Ryujin protested innocently, eyes sparkling with mischief. "I'm just appreciating good mentorship. Education is important. Private tutoring sessions, one-on-one instruction - "

"Ryujin," Yeji warned.

" - breathing exercises," Ryujin continued, completely shameless. "You know, really hands-on teaching methods - "

"I will throw this kimchi at you."

"It went both ways, though," I added offhandedly, reaching for my water glass. "I was a disaster at dancing. Stiff as a board. Yeji was the one who drilled rhythm into me."

Yeji stiffened beside me, her chopsticks freezing halfway to her mouth. I saw the exact second her brain connected the dots. She hadn't taught me rhythm in a practice room. She'd taught me by straddling my lap in the dark, grinding body isolation into my hips.

"She, uh," I faltered, catching the very specific panic flashing in her cat-like eyes. "She made me practice isolations. Over and over."

Yeji choked on her unchewed food, coughing violently into her napkin while Yuna politely patted her back.

"Very professional," Yeji wheezed out, her face violently flushed. She refused to look at me or Ryujin. "Just basic studio drills."

"Right," Ryujin said slowly, the predatory gleam instantly returning to her eyes as she looked between Yeji's scarlet face and my sudden discomfort. "Body isolations. Just drilling rhythm. How educational."

"I was a terrible student," I offered quickly, trying to dig us out of the hole I'd just dug. "Hopeless case. Really."

"He's being modest," Yeji croaked out, aggressively shoving a massive piece of pajeon into her mouth to ensure she couldn't say anything else. It didn't hide the frantic energy radiating off her.

"So why'd you leave the trainee program then?" Sunwoo asked me, mercifully breaking the escalating tension. "If you don't mind me asking. It seems like you were talented enough to debut."

I paused, a piece of galbi halfway to my mouth. "Realized I wasn't cut out for the idol life," I said honestly, setting my chopsticks down. "I loved music, but I hated performing. The constant evaluations, the competition, the monthly rankings - "

"Can you pass the pajeon?" Ryujin interrupted, reaching across the table.

" - the pressure to be perfect 24/7," I continued, passing her the plate. "It just wasn't for me. I was having panic attacks before every evaluation."

"Oh, those are the worst," Lia murmured, nodding sympathetically while loading more sashimi onto her plate. "I used to throw up before monthly evaluations. Every single time."

"Management and production felt like a better fit," I finished. "Let me stay in the industry without the spotlight."

"Do you ever regret it?" Chaeryeong asked, her eyes sharp and assessing even as she stole a piece of abalone from Sunwoo's plate. "Leaving, I mean. Watching Yeji-unnie become successful while you're on the sidelines?"

"Hey!" Sunwoo protested. "I was saving that - "

"Watching her succeed has been more rewarding than anything I could have done on stage," I said, meeting Chaeryeong's gaze while she chewed her stolen abalone triumphantly.

Chaeryeong's expression softened completely, her eyes going a little glassy. "That's so sweet," she murmured, like she couldn't help herself.

Yeji squeezed my hand under the table, her fingers warm and grateful.

"That's really mature," Lia said, though something in her tone suggested layers I couldn't quite parse. "Self-awareness is rare in this industry. Most people chase the dream until it destroys them."

"Sometimes," I admitted. "But I think I made the right choice for me. I get to stay connected to music without sacrificing my mental health. And honestly - " I paused, choosing my words carefully while reaching for more rice, " - watching someone you care about achieve their dreams? That's its own kind of success."

"Must be nice having a normal life," Yuna muttered into her water glass, her words slightly bitter, still looking half-drunk. "Getting to sleep regular hours. Eating what you want. Not having every aspect of your existence controlled and monitored."

"The grass is always greener," I said diplomatically. "You guys get to perform for thousands of people, travel the world, make incredible art. I sit in studios editing other people's vocals and sending emails. It's not exactly glamorous."

The meal continued with surprisingly light conversation - industry gossip, complaints about management, excitement about their upcoming comeback. Lia told an animated story about a wardrobe malfunction during a recent Music Bank performance where her skirt nearly fell off mid-choreo. Chaeryeong gushed about a new choreographer they were working with who'd done work with BLACKPINK. Ryujin complained about netizen comments criticizing her body, calling her "too muscular" and "not feminine enough."

Through it all, tension simmered beneath the surface like water about to boil. Every time Ryujin looked at me, there was heat in her gaze, a knowing intensity. Every time Yuna accidentally made eye contact, she'd jerk her eyes away like I'd burned her, her face flushing deeper. Lia kept shooting me loaded glances that Yeji thankfully didn't notice, too focused on making sure everyone was eating enough.

But Yeji remained blissfully oblivious, playing the role of leader and caretaker with the practiced ease of five years' experience.

"You should see the villa at night, Minho-oppa," Lia said, dabbing her mouth with a napkin. "The stars here are incredible. Zero light pollution. You can see the Milky Way."

"Maybe we can have a bonfire on the beach tomorrow night," Chaeryeong suggested enthusiastically. "Make s'mores? I've never actually had s'mores before. They look so good in American movies."

"Only if Yuna promises not to drink herself into a coma beforehand," Ryujin teased, though there was genuine affection in her voice.

"I'm fine!" Yuna protested weakly, holding up her water glass like evidence. "See? Hydrating. Being responsible."

"You're a lightweight and a disaster," Ryujin shot back, but she was smiling. "But you're our disaster."

This was their dynamic - chaotic, teasing, intimate in the way only people who'd been through hell together could be. A family in all the ways that actually mattered, forged through shared trauma and triumph.

And I'd violated that family in the worst possible way. Multiple times. In multiple positions.

[AFTERNOON - 5 PM]

By 5 PM, the food coma had descended upon the villa like a warm, heavy blanket, the kind that makes movement feel impossible.

The villa settled into lazy afternoon quiet, the kind of peaceful stillness that only comes after everyone has eaten themselves into temporary immobility. The table was a graveyard of empty plates and decimated banchan dishes, evidence of the feeding frenzy. The staff had come and gone, clearing the worst of it but leaving some leftovers in the fridge.

Through the open glass doors, I could see Yuna passed out on one of the deck loungers - the same chair where I'd fucked her into oblivion just hours ago - her face covered by a wide-brimmed straw sunhat, one arm draped over the side, an empty soju bottle still loosely clutched in her hand like she'd passed out mid-sip.

Ryujin was floating in the pool on a giant pink flamingo floaty, her phone held above her face as she did a V-Live for her fans. "Hi MIDZY!" her cheerful voice drifted through the open door, saccharine sweet and completely innocent. "Yeah, I'm just relaxing by the pool in Jeju. The weather is absolutely perfect today. No, the unnies are all napping - they're so tired from schedules. It's so peaceful here..." She subtly adjusted her phone angle, making sure her green bikini-clad body was prominently displayed for the five million people watching, showing just enough skin to drive the comments insane without crossing platform guidelines.

Chaeryeong and Sunwoo had claimed the living room couch, tangled together like puppies in an adorable heap, soft snores coming from both of them. Someone had thrown a blanket over them at some point.

Lia and Minjun were nowhere to be seen - probably sequestered in their room "reviewing the footage," preparing their blackmail material or their private porn collection, depending on their mood.

I was sitting at the cleared dining table, my laptop open in front of me, pretending to review some production schedules for a client. But the spreadsheet might as well have been written in ancient Sanskrit. The numbers blurred together, my eyes kept drifting closed, and all I could think about was the footage. The evidence. The inevitable explosion when Yeji found out.

My phone buzzed. A text from my manager asking about a meeting next week. Normal life intruding on this surreal nightmare.

"Psst."

I looked up, blinking away the exhaustion.

Yeji stood there in the afternoon light, transformed. She'd changed into a flowing white linen beach dress that ended mid-thigh, the fabric so light it seemed to float around her body like it was alive. She'd paired it with a wide-brimmed straw hat that cast beautiful shadows across her face and simple brown leather sandals. Her vintage Instax camera hung from a leather strap around her neck, the old-fashioned kind that printed photos instantly.

She looked ethereal. Soft. Like she'd stepped out of some beach resort advertisement, all white linen and warm light - the kind of image that made you forget winter existed.

"Hey," she whispered, mindful of the nappers scattered around the villa. "Want to go for a walk? Down by the beach? I want to take some photos while the light is good."

I looked at her - really looked at her. At the gentle hope in her cat-like eyes, the soft smile playing at her lips, the complete and utter trust radiating from every pore. She had no idea. No clue about what I'd done, what kind of person I really was, how thoroughly I'd betrayed everything we had.

And god help me, I couldn't tell her. Not yet. Maybe not ever.

"Yeah," I said, closing my laptop with a soft click. "I'd really love that."

She beamed, then reached for my hand - but not before I caught the briefest hesitation, a pause so quick I almost convinced myself I'd imagined it. Her fingers intertwined with mine, warm and familiar and achingly innocent, though something in the gesture felt deliberate, like she'd made a conscious decision rather than following instinct.

It confused me for a heartbeat. We didn't really do this - hand-holding outside the bedroom, casual couple gestures. But it also felt... right. Like maybe we should have been doing this all along.

We slipped out the front door together, leaving the sleeping villa behind, the afternoon sun painting everything gold.