Sep 6, 2021
I'm laying here and I'll catch the sound of something, typically a loud engine. Or maybe its really nothing at all, and my brain is just tricking me into thinking it's really there. All because I want nothing more than to have you show up and pick me up without a warning.
Why am I made to feel like wanting that sort of surprise is outlandish, exactly...
I keep being shown I don't mean anything to you, so don't be surprised when I'm not there when you decide I might actually be worth the time ...
