That girl I really like thinks im ignoring her, but the truth is that im just not speaking much to her because i know im not the right guy for her and she shouldnt waste her time with me. im so stupid for doing this but i dont know what to do cause she doesent believe me that im only doing it for her and she doesent know how hard this is for me. Its 6 am and i couldnt really sleep for the last 3 weeks. She also pretty much hates me now, even tho its what I deserved I dont know what do cause I only wanna really fucking punch myself in the face for being so stupid. I dont even know why im writing this but i cant do anything else anyway cause im so fucking sad about it. Anyone knows how I can atleast make her know that im not lying to her and the only reason i did that was because i want the best for her?
