'Yeah, so since when my dad left me i feel like everyone who i love can just abandon me in any moment, even tho i have no logical reason to think that, so i just ended up with this wierd sense of paranoia'

'Damn that's kinda rough... I often still feel like in any given moment pepole will trun on me and i again became target for bullying, if i won't act in a certain way and i doubt that anyone could ever accept the real me, but i don't even know what real me actually means'