#pizzaslop

Nishitani dropped to his knees before the empty room, the world around him dissolving, melting in cascades of turbulent crimson. His grip on the knife slackened, the handle falling from between numbed fingers, disappearing somewhere beneath the ruby coloured tide. Billiken had always said his wild lifestyle was going to earn him a place straight down in the blood pits some day, hadn't he? This wasn't exactly how he'd imagined that looking. 

After some sleeps and whence it was morning, Goro was less strange now and he went to speak with Kazzy at their married coffee place, but those last night words were still giving Nishitony some bothers. When Goro came back again he was all happy and smiles and Nishitony wondered what had been said and was it the good thing? But then he told him and it was not even the good thing. It was even bad! “Tony I have talked to my Kazzy and he has said that he will be a sweet Kazzy to me again! So I will return to him now and our children. They will not come from a broken home.” Nishitony made one laugh that was rough like a gravel in his throat. “Trick ya again, did he?” he said, and now Goro saw that he was some of the strange? “Ya know, I've been thinkin’ ‘bout what ya said, and yer right. Just can't seem ta get away, can ya?” Goro did one gasp. “I will not get away Nishitony, my Kazzy. He is a sweetest Kazzy to me and he has been and always will!!” But Nishitony shook his head some times. “Look at yerself, Majima-kun. Somethin's wrong, can't ya feel it? Ya can't even say my name right.” And Goro realised that this truth was real, because this man. His name was not Nishitony. It was Nishitani! But he would not say this or even try to think on it, because he must go back to his family and make things healed.

“Nishitony, what are your intentions with my best son?? Tell this!” Stevemano said in a voice that was booming with care. “I love Goro and I think that Kazzy is cheeky and not good for him so I will marry him now?” Stevemano laughed but it was in a happy way. “Yes I think that Kazzy is not so good also. He is a younger man than my Goro and too immature in the husband ways and will not take good care of my dearest lad. You are an older man and should I think that you will take advantage of him for that? But you say that you will love him and I think that you are true and will keep him safe?” Stevemano nodded his wise head and his long silky hair bobbed up and down with him head shakes. “Now we have had manly talks, so I will go back over to my son.” So Stevemano did that and Nishitony would follow but first he saw Stevenano's bag and it was open and inside it was the knife for carve the fish. Nishitony took that knife to borrow because he still did not have one and there was a thing inside him that thought that he should? Stevemano was so kind and he would not mind? He thought this.

They went to the fishes lake, and Stevemano saw Goro and gave the largest smiles that were big and wide and he put a father-kiss that was soft like a butterfly lands on his flower cheek. “Goro my boy, you have come. I knew that you would because you are a good boy and my favourite. But. Who this?” “Hello dad also and this is Nishitony, he is the good friend.” “Hello Nishitony I am Stevemano.” “Hello Stevemano.” And then they did fish and caught lots and some big ones. “We have done such a good time, we will eat some?” Goro asked with some excite. “Yes I can make us food!!” Nishitony said and Goro clapped his small hands. “Okay. But? This fish is not good for pizza?” was a thing Goro said but Nishitony shook his head some times. “I also can make pasta and so we will do that.” And he did do that and they had some fish in a pasta and also some good laughing times. But! Then the Goro dad turned to Nishitony with words. “We must have talk now. We will talk and Goro will be over there and he will not hear us because we will talk together like men!!”

Nishitony was still shocked to it that Goro had done these dark and tragic things, but he was not scared? And he thought still would like to hold his hands with a marriage. This was not a changed thing. They thought some, and then they were done and the clock said so because it was a later time. “Thank you Nishitony, but now I should sleep? I have remembered that I had told my father Stevemano before many days that we will meet early tomorrow in the morning. We must fish.” “That sounds like the good thing. Spending time with your dad. That is good.” They both did head nods. Then Goro did a shout! “OH!” he shouted! “Tony, you will come with me to the travel? And you will meet Stevemano and then we will all fish!” Nishitony had a tingly feeling like happy electric needles because this was a good step for being a part of Goro's family. “Yes, we will both sleep, and then we shall do this.” “Yay!” So they went to sleep. And then when they woke up, it was morning! And it was time for fish and for Stevemano!

It was on a next day, and Nishitony wished if they would spend time together but Goro said no because he must do his thinking about his husband Kazzy. “I will help you with your thinking?” Nishitony questioned. “Please Goro, tell me why you fight and I will listen as the good friend?” Goro gave big sighs and head shakes. “I do not know why we fight on this time. We had one fight before, and that was from my tragic past, but my Kazzy was still sweet and would heal me, so now I do not know?” “GORO??” Nishitony muttered with mild worry and some confusion, “Your tragic past. You will tell it?” Goro was embarrassed on it and so hid his face and his cute button nose. “My past is so tragic and so dark, I cannot!” But then he looked at Nishitony and it felt safe? “My tragic past is… that I loved another man before my Kazzy, and that man… I called him brother!” Nishitony gasped large he was so shocked and Goro fell on the floor in shame. “YES! It is true. It is a true thing. But Kazzy has healed me from being so broken, and now I do not have a brother, so I don't know why he is not sweet now again?? I think of my husband and I remember a day… but I do not remember a thing for this? I do not… I don't– it?”

Nishitony thought and thought about what Goro could do. “If you must back tonight, then you will tell those children that you can come here after and stay some days?” Nishitony had some hopes that Goro would say yes. “Yes,” said Goro, “I will do this thing, and I will tell Kazzy who is not sweet that I will stay away and think about some things, and he will think about some things too I hope?” “That will be a good thing.” Nishitony said as a friend, but in his heart he had a secret wish that Goro would do his thinking and then he would think that he liked Nishitony more and not go back to that not good cheeky Kazzy! And he would stay and they would be married, and then their wedded fingers would touch and Goro's small hands would make only Nishitony his warmest of love coffee! The feeling was scary because it was selfish? But also Goro would be a happier man, so it was not so scary.

After more days and other love coffees, Nishitony was making his pizzas when Goro ran inside of him shop! “Hello Goro, have you come to buy dinner pizzas for you and your husband and your many children? I will make them.” But Goro had not come in to buy this sustenance food and instead he did a scream and fell on his knees on the floor! “Nishitony, I do not know what I will do. My Kazzy… he is not being the sweet Kazzy and I – I am scared, to it. Can… help me?” Nishitony was so shocked that anyone would do something to hurt poor Goro, especially his husband who was supposed to love and take care of him, and his mouth went big with gasp. “Goro who is worry, I will protect you. If you are afraid to go home, I have the spare room. It was my uncle's, but he is gone now where the retired people are. So it can be for you, and you won't have to see this not sweet Kazzy-man!!” “No. I cannot do this thing!?” Goro said in a large voice with surprise, “the children will worry if I don't go home to them. I must be returned this night.”