#pixiechat

The birthday curse struck early this year and I now have a broken toe.

I hit 1k. Which is mad. I feel like I don't post enough for that to be valid, so it's kind of humbling and ego-boosting at the same time? Idk. I'm having feelings. Maybe it's just the toe talking.

Everything currently written is in stethoscopes & submission masterlist. It's not over, I got burnt out and overwhelmed and took a break for a while.

I have a question for other writers (and I preemptively apologise because I suspect this is going to sound growly): does anyone else get demotivated by asks like these?

Maybe I'm just going through a bad brain time, but I find it kind of disheartening that people will send asks like this but not comment on or engage with the fic they're asking about.

If you want to read more of something, it would be really nice of you to leave interact with the fic itself. If you tell me what you liked about it, it makes my brain go pink and sparkly and makes me want to write.

I'm not upset so much as deflated. I know I've gone on rants before about demanding engagement and I do stand by that, but wistfully... Comments and reblogs with words are so nice.

That said, I should stop bitching about it, because I am grateful that people read or comment on my work at all, and I'm really lucky that I have some amazing regular commenters some of whom are wonderful writers in their own right (looking at you, @beppybeesnuggets, @a-jazzy-bitch, @incognitoinstigator @mrsha-ang-kim, @sheerficrec, @chrizzztopherbang, @leislibrary, @breakmeoff, @n-kiie, @hyunniesprincess)

I'm sorry if I missed anyone and I feel like kind of a dick making this list because it reinforces how lucky I am to have so many excellent people in my tumblrsphere.

So I'm gonna shut up and buck the fuck up, and send sparkles and kittens and topless daydreams of your biases (if you're into that) to everyone who took the time to read this.

No but seriously, that man's back needs my nails on it. After Changbin and Han during the dominate finale, I need a break. I can not BREATHE

~ chili

CHILI?! CHILI!? AS IN @baby-yongbok CHILI!? i'm sorry for dming you in my panic, but i didn't want to freak out about this message possibly being from you and making a different chili feel unloved.

I really don't want to make it awkward and stuff but like... you know you're basically an idol to me aren't you? and like a bunch of other writers, possibly everyone but saying that is almost definitely gonna make you feel weird so I'm not gonna say that.

Like, I am as flustered by seeing you in my notifications as I would be by seeing Chan himself irl. Except if it was Chan I would run the fuck away because I do not want to be percieved, and here I am replying to your ask while kicking my feet and giggling.

Speaking of people kicking their feet and giggling...

BAHNG CHRISTOPHER CHAHN WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?!

My first question is, why would you do this?

My second question, why is this video 50 hours long?

I wanna lick him. I want to count the moles on his back, possibly with my tongue, and then edge him until he cries and then if he's good i want to make him leave voice notes on bubble while I give him the messiest head imaginable.

I wanna go take a refresher course for my massage qualification and then specialise in sports massage.

I wanna peg him and make him whine like a little bitch for his audacity.

We've been blessed taunted with so many thirst traps recently, what is this mans problem?

Like seriously, is he going through a break up or something?

He is aware actions have consequences, right? RIGHT?!

Tada!

NO BECAUSE WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCKKKK 😭😭😭😭

HAVE YOU SEEN THIS MAN??? UGH HES SO FUCKING SEXYYYY

LOOK AT THOSE CHARMS?????!!! (Chan's arms) DEM VEINSSSSSS

CHOKE ME 😭😭😭 I DOJT UNDERSTAND WHY HES REALL HE LOOKS SO UNREAL 😤

YES HELLO THIS IS EXACTLY THE KIND OF QUALITY CONTENT I LIKE TO SEE ON MY DASH. ALSO DO MINE EYES DECIEVE ME OR IS HE NOT WEARING A SCRAP OF BLACK.

WHO IS THIS MAN. WHERE DO I FIND HIM.

Seriously though if I ever saw him in the wild I would run for the fucking hills, I do not wish to be percieved by someone so beautiful (and also, y'know, don't wanna bother him)

Tw: p!link!

Uhh, I was the anon that asked about the mxm stuff. I saw this on twt and I just had to share 😭

https://x.com/bttmhyvnjnlvr/status/1856213346132881818

minsung x hyunjin

..'s all.

It took me an eon to get this link to work (thank you new UK online safety laws) and all I have to say is... yes.

Sweet christ save me from whiney boys getting railed. Or maybe save them from me? Or maybe don't do that at all and may my inbox be a safe haven for all our horny thoughts.

Idk about you, but after serious consideration and watching it like three times, I have come to the conclusion that Minho is the one on the bed 💁‍♀️ I'm usually a firm advocate of pillow princess Hannie, but the idea of him trying to top someone just to get Minho off has done enjoyable things to my brain.

I'm sorry I'm taking so long to post the next chapter of my event  😅 I don't know what I've done, but one of my arms/wrists is acting up and writing is really uncomfortable?

Hopefully I won't keep you waiting too much longer. I'm going to dig out my old wrist support and see if that helps 🤞.

Until then, here are some of my favourite pictures of Channie in compensation:

THIS IS NOT A DRILL

chris just said mommy on bubble....

if the word doesnt know, i need to let it know, cause wtf

girl please scrape me off of the floor

Oh.

Oh.

OHMYFUCKINGGODWHAT?

Well this answers my question about if says mommy or mummy. (because yes that's what I'm focused on here)

Apparently this is the kind of woman Chris calls mommy 💁‍♀️

I always get my bubble notifications late, so thank you for bringing this to my attention. This knowledge must be shared with the world.