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Semester 2.1 have come to an end, I couldn't be more delighted due to the fact that I don’t have to do Business Statistics anymore. (Unless I happen to remodule if I fail) But in truth I find it quite enjoyable to do as I was doing the past year papers the past week, so I was kinda filled with regrets for not having this enthusiasm since the start, BUT WHATEVER, I just want to score a decent grade and get on with 2.2 and life.

So yesterday, some friends and I were supposedly suppose to celebrate the end of the semester, and no better way than to feast at a Korean BBQ Restaurant right? In the end, we sort of torture ourself because we reached the place late and we have less than an hour to fill our tummy, we got rushed numerous times to finished our food before the time given. 

For fuck sake. We don’t come down all the way to be rushed, I know it’s our fault for coming down late, but at least an extra 10 minutes or so would make our trip and time in the restaurant a bit more enjoyable and worth while, thanks for spoiling the afternoon man. So much for all your good reviews but your freaking business have no sense of flexibility whatsoever. Tsk. And using threats like we have to pay for our apparent ‘food wastages’ is definitely not cool, COME ON, we are paying customers, we obviously could finish what we took, if only you don’t keep coming every 5 minutes to rush us and everything. Fuck this shit, I can go on forever but forget it.

On a brighter note of things, I've been taking a lot of driving lessons recently, and I can book my driving test already! But apparently the time and day I’m waiting for is not out yet, so I all I have to do for now is wait while still taking lessons.

And to be honest, on one hand, I cant wait to take my test but then again, I’m also incredibly worried I will fail. The test rubrics for driving here in Singapore is insanely strict (In my opinion, not like I know how other countries’ driving test work), I mean, the slightest mistakes can seriously cost me dearly. I have no idea why with such crazy severity in the test, how are there still so many lousy drivers on the Singapore roads, its seriously unbelievable, how did these people even get their licenses!? Did you guys bribe your tester or something? Tsk.

Just today I was having my lesson, my instructor was so strict and reminded me how I will have already failed my test because I didnt do this and that. Ah, that only piles on to the pressure I have for the test because I am one who cannot take pressure lightly and it tends to turn me over and my forgetful mindset doesn’t help me at all as well, because in the circuit, everything is done so slowly and you can say delicately that any small mistakes, I will find myself mounting the damn kerb which is of course my greatest worry of all, since it’s immediate failure -_____-

Hais, but I shall not let it affect me, just going to be alert whenever I’m behind the wheels. Another 2 lessons tomorrow before welcoming the first weekend of my sem break!

It’s getting pretty late now, but it’s holidays so I shall continue watching Oh My Ghostess! PARK BO YOUNG IS SO CUTE IN THE SHOW, dayum, finally have the time to catch this show. And she is having a meet and greet tomorrow with the male lead Jo Jung Suk. It’s at Westmall which kinda spoils the mood, but depending on how lazy I feel tomorrow, maybe I shall go catch a glimpse of Na Bong Sun! HAHA, I seriously recommend the show, even thou I’m only like 1/3 of my way thru the series, but I know the show is really developing steadily, the characters are well portrayed (Especially Park Bo Young who is super lovable) and it’s really funny too thou there are some tear jerkers in between, and it seems like there is a lot of deep truth waiting to be uncovered! Wooooooo, I think this description alone is enough to say, I can be a film critic. HAHA 

Okay, nuff said! 

Till next time.

Its been a week of ups and downs, I couldn't be more glad that things got better as the week advances by the days.

It’s been a rough ride right from the start, but I tried to let it go and not let it drown me out. And grateful to know that you have friends who are willing to hear you out, giving advices as the rant piles on. At least I managed to seek a closure to things, to have a piece of mind, to continue walking on this path ahead.

Things eventually got better, cleared off several presentations and an assignment along the way and boy was I glad it was over and they were all done relatively well in the end!

Just got back couple of hours ago, and now I’m just typing this quick post on my bed because of this sudden gush of emptiness rushes into my mind.

I mean, I’ve been blessed with so many things, and this week’s progression got me contented with it all, but just had that sudden feeling that was it all forced? Am I really contented with all that has happened? Perhaps I really am contented, but the truth is that within me, it is all hollow & filled with nothingness. 

It’s a feeling that constantly haunts me night in, night out.

Do you find yourself feeling happy but empty at the same time? If you do, it’s weird isn’t it? 

Mid-sem break ended and its back to school today, but not for me since today’s lesson was postponed till tomorrow (Silent cheers)

So the day went on really smoothly for me

Woke up feeling refreshed

Went driving lesson feeling pumped and ready to conquer the road, WOO! (Kidding, I just didn’t dread it as much as last week)

Completed my ‘S’ & crank course w/o hitting or mounting the kerb *pats myself on my back*

Had a good lunch even thou it was nearing dinner time already

So far so good right? Now here’s where the shit happens which really made me want to facepalm myself so freaking hard. 

I checked my remaining driving lesson schedule online & found out I got the wrong session for tomorrow (which its okay, except I told my instructor today that he will see me again tomorrow which he won’t because the session I got tomorrow is with the next shift’s instructor)

Then out of curiousity, I checked the full list which I SS-ed on my phone and here’s the fucked up part, I have 2 lessons scheduled back to back today, and I only went for the first one and went home happily after my instructor dropped me off without the slightest clue that the next lesson is mine as well. FUCK, thats like $70 thrown into the drain due to my own negligence, for not double checking my schedule!! ARGH I was so damn pissed with myself, even till now I couldnt believe my eyes! 

So much thoughts went into my head at that very moment, like I could have cleared my lessons quicker, I wouldnt have to waste more money on lessons and WHY AM I SO DUMB, fml seriously. I don’t know to laugh or cry at my own stupidity. 

$70 for a non-working student like me is a pretty big sum of money and it’s my own hard earned money which I’ve saved up and one small call of negligence have caused me to let this amount of money gone wasted. But what to do, I couldnt do anything but to just let it go, let it go (Sorry, I just had to...)

But then this episode sort of remind me that I should not always be too certain about things and there’s really no damn harm double checking before it’s too late. Now I can only spend the night regretting for being so dumb... T.T

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Sigh. I can never lead a day without anything screwing up. 

I dont even know what to say now...

Time check: 4.40am Singapore Time Now Playing: -

Can’t sleep. Not like its much of a surprise but yeah.

So much negativity have gone thru my head the past few days its hard to even keep a smile for a minute. The sleepless nights I’ve been facing each day is met with the countless thoughts swirling around my head.

I feel that my sanity is slowly drifting away from me (lol) if this goes on any longer. I really need to get my life sorted really soon, like especially with all there is to come in the coming days and weeks and so on.

Sadly I’m all alone in this, if I dont pick myself up, nobody would be there anyway, so, goodluck to me man… Haha….ha?

Oh well, shall probably just close my eyes and hope the time will start fast-foward-ing itself (If that is even a actual word, but whatever man)

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Ah I dont even know how I really feel at this moment…

Just a expressionless fellow now, hmmmm.

I swear some of the weirdest shit always happen to me.

Earlier on I was on my way back from school, just sitting down in the train minding my own business and then there was this old lady pushing a trolley alighting the train when all of a sudden she look towards me and ‘sprinkle’ some water at me, like WTF is wrong with you, what did I do to you that you have to do something so random against me. I wasn’t even doing anything that would offend an ant let alone an innocent old lady. 

Thank you so much for spoiling my weekend when it have yet to start...