#pixelated lineless

And then also that drawing of REX from the commission sheet as a standalone [^-^]

Hey. This post is way overdue. But the bare basics of it is that I'm sick. This is going to be a lot of word vomit because I don't have the patience or energy to be normal about this. I disappeared last year because for reasons I don't really want to discuss, I had a very bad mental health spiral. I ended up leaving social media and cutting off basically everyone in my life, including some of my best friends. I'd still come on here sometimes to see what was going on, but definitely not as active and not participating. Ive also been unable to finish any art in this time, with the exception of 4 drawings, including the one above. I've tried. But nothing has been working. But then I got physically ill again in March, and since then I've been to the ER 8 times, I've lost over 40 pounds from not being able to eat, and I can't do anything without my chest seizing up in pain and my heart going haywire. They've done multiple tests and we still don't know what's wrong. I've had to leave work, I'm not even sure if I have a job anymore. I have no savings. I'm tired. Honestly I'm so so so scared. I feel like I'm dying almost every single day. I also haven't been able to take any of my psychiatric meds since this all started and that's not helping anything. But being sick has somehow made it so I can make some art again, so I may be back to posting for as long as I can ride this wave. Anyways it's 5am and I can't sleep because my stomach hurts so bad and my heart is pounding, and my brain is trying to convince me if I fall asleep I'll die. Love y'all 🩵🩷💛