Inside “Left”
Direction by Patterns in Traffic
As is tradition around here, I’m finally getting around to wrapping up my series of “Inside” posts on my most recent release now that Direction is 18 months old. The only song I haven’t written about to date is the closing track, “Left.” So strap in and let’s get to it.
When I was brainstorming song ideas to correspond to each of the relative directions for this themed EP, I thought it would be a fascinating twist to think about the words themselves, including homonyms. I pretty quickly zeroed in on the word “left,” and the obvious non-directional interpretation of leaving a place or person. One goal of this EP was to expand my songwriting beyond the subjects of romance and breakups. I came up with a fictional story about a protagonist who is abandoned by their father at a young age and the evolution of that relationship over time. The first line of each verse ends with the word “left” as the story unfolds.
The vocal melody for this song actually came to me months earlier, while traveling with my wife. Our Pacific Northwest flight had just landed, and while we were waiting for our baggage, a melody popped into my head. I walked to the bathroom to try to find a place where I could record a voice memo on my phone without too much background noise. That original voice recording is a little hard to hear because of all the airport ambience picked up by the microphone.
I knew that “Left” would be the last track on the EP early in the process, so I wanted it to have a sense of finality. After all of the guitar-driven songs on the EP, I thought that starting this one out with just piano and vocals would be a great change of pace. However, I wanted to build toward a climax that would be a fitting resolution to this collection of songs. I decided to bring in some dissonant guitars and crashing drums to kind of rough up this pretty track as it comes to a close. I also thought this big, heavy climax was fitting for the song after the lyrics it delivers. I still really enjoy how chaotic the ending of the song becomes, with multiple guitar layers being added and nearly drowning out the vocals. Then at the very end, everything pulls back and the track ends with the same simple piano and vocal pairing that it started with.Â
This song was a different kind of storytelling effort than anything I had written before, and I am proud of the way that it came out! Thank you so much for listening to Direction! I hope these posts help you to appreciate and connect to the music a little more. And in other news, I just bought a new MacBook Pro for recording and I’m excited to start working on a new album in earnest in the new year. I already have two songs recorded! I hope to have some news on that in the first half of 2020. Have a wonderful holiday season and a happy New Year!















