I sat and thought a lot about why the seperation has effected me so much. How come just one person leaving puts so much effect on who we are.
Maybe it was because of how I spoke around him, so freely, so wild.
Maybe it was because of how his stares were food for my soul,
Maybe it was because of how I loved my self more when he loved me,
Maybe because how of sitting in a silent space telling him about my day felt like all my dreams combined,
Maybe because when I went home after that I got the feeling of missing home,
Maybe because I started hoping that every cup of coffee we shared would turn into the number of years we are going to spend together, innumerable,
Maybe because I would go oceans and beyond to just hear him speak about his thoughts.
Maybe because when he told me he loved me, I believed it.
Maybe because some connections feel spiritual and maybe because this was it..
-Simran Sehgal
