#pihcasso

Her fingers slid up soft skin on the woman’s arm, pushing herself closer and nudging the womans arm to open more as she slid next to her. A soft ache had been itching at her skin all day; pain that seeped into the silence and fortified the silence between them but Lila couldn’t bare to be away from Demi. It almost seemed more painful than what was in her head and heart, lips pressed gently against the singers shoulder before a sigh. “ D- Demi... “ Lila’s voice cracks, though it wasn’t clear if it was from not speaking for so long or if she’d cracked some part of her facade in her tone Her jaw clenches for a few moments; taking in a deep breath of air and then relaxing again, hiding her face in the woman’s neck. “ I wish that you’d... that you’d known me before I was like this. “ She murmured, “ I used to be really... happy all the t- time... I- I mean... not all the time but... it... it wasn’t so hard. Not compared to now... “

don’t worry i’ll never leave u sweetheart ( or delete omg ) i could never do either of those things bECAUSE REMEMBER UR MY ‘BAE-GAL’ OR bagel or i meaN UR JUST thE GREATEST SO.

Lila curls her lips up into a smile. A weak attempt to coax the same thing out of the other woman, though she knows that it probably won’t work but it’s a start. “ Hey, look at me a second. “ She murmured, fingers rising up to hold Dylan’s chin up as her gaze flicked across the woman’s features. A sigh slipping past her lips, “ C’mere I have a... well not like a huge surprise but I’ve got something for you... just come here. “ Lila tugs at her arm for a moment until they’re both moving, entering her room and sitting Dylan down on the edge of the bed, then turning to the closet so she could begin to riffle through the bottom of it. “ Right so I... I wasn’t actually going to give this to you right now considering that it’s supposed to be saved for valentines day but we can do something else then that’s a little less stupid. “ She murmurs, “ I found some old disney comforters at this shop right so I was thinking we could have a disney night and... “ She pulls out the comforter and extra sheets, placing them on the bed behind her. “ You don’t have to agree to it or anything but I also made Disney themed food, like, mickey mouse brownies... and Cinderella cupcakes and I didn’t give them fancy names ‘cause I can never think of them but I got some really comfortable pajamas offline for you too I... wait a sec... “ She murmurs, going to sift the bag out of the closet. “ I just... I was gonna do something sexy for Valentines day and I still can but I just thought... something a little bit comfier and cozier would be nice and then you just... “ She looked so sad to Lila, maybe she was just tired but Lila pursed her lips after their gazes met, dropping the new clothes next to Dylan and pushing her back softly to straddle her legs. “ Anyways... Like I said it’s up to you we can have a disney night tonight if you want or we can do something else... I can run us a bath first, or maybe we could go for a walk with Yuki you know he loves them and... “ Her brow knits. “ I dunno but I just... I just wanna do something nice with you. “

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It seemed torturous to wait for the woman to arrive but she just flipped through twitter on her phone in the process, trying her best to figure out how she felt. Her heart didn’t know what to do; maybe the more rational half knew that it wasn’t the right thing to feel or do; to be with Dylan, of course it wasn’t. The right thing to do would be to stop, to take a step back and think about where this might be headed so she could make the right decision. One that wouldn’t hurt them both in the long run. But the other half, wanted to EMBRACE what Dylan had said. Kiss her the moment she came through the door and never stop to save her life, to tell how much she loved her, to show her. Demi wasn’t sure she could keep it bottled up anymore, but the reality was tougher. Living out what Demi wanted wasn’t necessarily what her Sister NEEDED and so she had to choose for herself. Maybe Dylan had already chosen as she said and they needed to try and figure that part out but the one thing Demi worried about most is that no matter what she did, in the end she would still end up HURTING Dylan.

pleasee that’s like all i wanna do right now. why are you so far away ):

lmao i havent even left the house yet.... plus i gotta go to the bank and get groceries too sobs can we cancel today and just cuddle i like that idea better