โฌฉ ๐ฉ๐ก๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ซ๐๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง๐ฌ .แ โหเฟ
death is beautiful โ there is no other word for it and there is no need to play at euphemisms. the matter at hand is the contrast between what would be expected of her to appear as : a skeleton or a corpse, the grim reaper in dark robes, morbid and terrifying, and then what she currently presents as, which is a profoundly human woman that looks almost artificial & uncanny. when i say "beautiful", i mean "perfect" as in lacking any human characteristics that would mark her as one of our own. what adult has skin untouched by time, the proof of life itself ? her face lacks marks of it: there are no lines, blemishes, spots, little to no blush or glow upon her pale ivory skin. the point is that she has crafted her looks according to biased ideas of aesthetics, or rather, her own personal interpretation of them which she got from films & paintings. this makes the bodies she creates unnatural in their appearances; so she looks like old hollywood stars stepping out of their time or like animated paintings. it's a feminine face many would readily confirm as beautiful but that seems at odds with everything around her, as if she does not fit in the world around her.
still, her oval face shape has been the same for over thousands of years, the same as the high cheekbones or the sharp angles of her jawline, the long pale neck and that feline stare of her eerie, mysterious silver eyes, like as bright as mercury. her eyes always seem to have a certain radiance to them and there's a classic or antique quality to her features, like she belongs to black and white films. hers is not a face that would fit the era of instagram, social media or aesthetic procedures. the way she looks artificial is a consequence to the fact she is something beyond human, a natural phenomenon, playing at the attempt to look like one : her copy is perfect and in that is her one flaw, for no human being looks perfect the way she does. most humans, if interacting for too long with her, will come upon the afterthought that something is wrong about the woman, even if at first glance, there is nothing about her appearance that would imply anything other than sophisticated distance, a sort of beauty that is almost nostalgic and cold. but if you want to play at poetics, than try to imagine what it would be like to have the all-embracing phenomenon of death & transformation in all universes try to contain all its multitudes into a puppet of flesh.
โฌฉ ๐ฉ๐ก๐ฒ๐ฌ๐ข๐๐๐ฅ ๐๐ฉ๐ฉ๐๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐.แ โหเฟ
โฌฉ ๐๐๐๐ ๐ฌ๐ก๐๐ฉ๐: oval, with high cheek bones and a widow's peak at the top, a sharp chin and defined jawline on top of a long neck. โฌฉ ๐ก๐๐ข๐ ๐ก๐ญ: 5'10'' or 178 cm. โฌฉ ๐๐จ๐๐ฒ ๐ญ๐ฒ๐ฉ๐: ectomorph, or more of less of an hourglass type. there is little muscle or fat in her and no curves worth of notice other than her small waist and equally small hips. she does not look athletic nor voluptuous, she is tall and reasonably slim. โฌฉ ๐ก๐๐ข๐ซ ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง: dark not as in just black but as in almost lacking light or color. it is long and wavy, generally styled in vintage waves like the hair of old hollywood stars which gives her a timeless aspect. it falls to the middle of her back like a veil and she rarely adds accessories to it other than occasial scarf or veil. โฌฉ ๐๐ฒ๐ ๐๐๐ฌ๐๐ซ๐ข๐ฉ๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง: almond-shaped, slightly upturned in a way that resembles a cat's and framed by long, dark eyelashes that give her a heavy look. the eyebrows are equally dark and straight, thicker than they are thin. the iris is too light, the color of mercury and they always seem to glow from within. โฌฉ ๐จ๐ญ๐ก๐๐ซ ๐๐๐ญ๐๐ข๐ฅ๐ฌ: there is no lively blush upon her cheeks but her lips look always red. her lips are full but her mouth is small. her teeth are very white and straight but for the canine / cuspids which look a little longer than normal, it resembles a cat more than vampires or other creatures. her nails are kept short and oval shaped, which is very normal, but most times they look almost like glass. her limbs are long and make her look even taller than she actually is. โฌฉ ๐ฏ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฎ๐๐ฅ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ซ๐๐ง๐๐๐ฌ: in no particular order, just some references and ideas; ava gardner, isabelle adjani, grace kelly, hedy lamarr, lauren bacall, shalom harlow, blanca padilla, monica bellucci, catherine zeta-jones.
