I know I lost myself along the way. I was just
too scared to fade away. Now they all keep
begging me to stay, but I can't be here another
day, so I drink from this bottle til i feel numb
again. l've been tempted by these drugs again.
I know I ain't been the same. Momma told me
she just wants to see her son again. I just want
to see her smile again. I don't ever want to see
her cry, so I lie and say that I'm okay, but I've
been plottin my suicide.















