đŠ FOR PHERES tell me about the son
Pheres and Sipara are both heavily inspired by Elizabeth Weinâs THE SUNBIRD, which is a fucking amazing book that I demand everyone reads immediately: Pheres pulls primarily from Telemakosâs curiousity, his initial difficulties with empathy, and the fact he is a child who gets pulled into political adventures far above his level and his paygrade, and suffers the price for his relativeâs actions.
In addition, Pheresâs a good chunk of ANCHORHEAD, a piece of interactive fiction from the 90â˛s, specifically in Michael and his horrifying relationship with his ancestor:
I have been hoping that the terrible dreams would prove to be stress-related, that they would fade once the move was behind us and we had finally settled in â but that has not turned out to be the case. Theyâre stronger than ever. Red-rimmed eyes pursuing me through strange corridors, and the voice â the whisperer who tells me I am not who I am. The whisperer tells me secrets of this house, secrets of those who lived here â they are my blood, and he tells me he always returns to his blood. He tells me of secret keys and combinations; I donât know what they open yet but I have an idea â
Tomorrow I must go down to the cellar. I must see if the things revealed to me in that terrible book are true.
I know she is worried about me. I want to tell her, but â
This is mostly seen in aspects of Pheres that he himself will never bring up in play, but that feature in drabbles and shape a large part of his character: he has memories from Rmeros, his current personality is entirely shaped by the fact he was steadily manipulated/abused into fitting into the mold that Rmeros wanted, and a consistent fear for both him and Sipara was that he died at the river, and the only person left, functionally speaking, is someone who thinks heâs Pheres.
It also features in the fact the Dysseu bloodline, after the first, essentially is doomed to feed off of each other! They always return for their blood. The âterrible bookâ of the Dysseu lineage is Medeiaâs journal, which inspired Rmeros to try and steal Pheresâs body: in the future, Medeiaâs journal will serve as a lure to draw out her descendants in space, and any that actually make it there will risk having their ancestor prey on them.
If Riccinâs overall theme is examining how a character can be steadily exploited by the majority of people in their life, and still go on to try and draw other people into that same cycle with them, then Pheresâs overall theme is an exploration of the lasting effects of this - he was very intentionally set up in a way that if you change even one detail about his past, then he would be an intensely different person.
Pheres was made to be an example of the fact that characters can suffer through a great deal of trauma, and still come out the other end defined by it without being broken by it: although heâs had to deal with Rmeros, with Sipara, with Trieua/Malaya/Khaneh, and although all of them have done harm against him, trauma isnât something thatâs ultimately damaged him so much as that itâs shaped him into something that he otherwise wouldnât be.
(Heâs also my pet project in discerning what respectability politics would be on Alternia, because thatâs fascinating and I love the different ideas of whatâs acceptable and what wouldnât be, in addition to the stereotypes for each. His blood is rosewood, because it gives a certain level of distress to his politics - if heâd been just a shade cooler, heâd be a heiress! Unfortunately, heâs not, and now heâs just the bottom of the bucket maroon with lifespan issues.)