#pheradream15

Raphael always found the word “obsessed” to be a tad too exaggerated.

Whenever Donnie said he was obsessed with some new tech thing, or Mikey was obsessed with a new song, or even Leo was obsessed with some new form of meditation.

Obsessed sounded too big of an adjective to explain it.

Raph didn’t consider himself obsessed with his workouts or even knitting. He liked them sure, maybe even loved them because they brought some semblance of balance to an already complicated brain. But obsessed felt too outrageous of a word.

That all went to hell the second his eyes had landed on yours. Because suddenly the word began to ring out loudly in his brain in blood red caution style letters. Something chemically switched in his brain the very moment you had spoken. He felt sweaty, clammy and downright sick to his stomach.

How many hours in the day could somebody think about another person?

He felt like his ass was going numb from sitting on the bench thing long contemplating this situation. He’d only done one rep of his bench presses when he had to sit up and breathe and quiet his mind.

You were April’s friend, her latest and most stable roommate and somehow the idea of mutants in the sewers had been easier to swallow than he could ever hope for in human reactions.

He felt pathetic, a little dirty but overall weightless whenever you were near by. You’d stepped in several times to help whenever April simply couldn’t. You’d come down with groceries, hand me downs and all sorts of necessities simply because you wanted to help. Raph wasn’t some inconsiderate chump though, he was thankful, he’d (somehow) engaged in his fair share of small talk with you.

And sure your eyes had lit up with him.

Sure there were moments he wanted to do a double take because he swore your eyes had lingered on him.

Pesky pesky pesky ‘ifs’.

Quite often the sensation of your eyes lingering on him had taken him to places he hardly entertained. He didn’t want to place you in that box, that ‘potential’ box where he wondered what a normal life could feel like. He much less wanted to stuff you in the other box.

The one where when he slept and saw nothing but your eyes and mouth and hands all over him. The one where when he woke up and felt like a fever was burning him in the very pits of hell, all because he swore he heard you moan out for him. How many ruined sheets carried your name. How many showers he’s tried to burn you off of him only to simply get off to the idea of your skin against his own.

God he was obsessed wasn’t he?

The hypocrisy alone wouldn’t mortify him.

What would kill him is if you suddenly developed mind reading powers and saw one third of his thoughts on you.

From the fruity gushy romantic ones.

To the filthy debauched images he painted daily ones.

He felt sick again.

Sicker the second you walked in the shorts you wore when summer was approaching.

You had a scar on your knee cap he wanted to taste. He saw how skin spread when you sat down, the plushness, the softest of chubbiness that had him thinking how divine it would be to wake up to those thighs crushing his face. A tremble in his hand urged him to lay a palm on your thigh, just to touch, just to get a taste of human flesh against his calloused scales. Raph wanted nothing more than to feel you sit on his lap and ask him if he could be a good boy for you and-

“Yo bro if you ain’t taking a plate I’m eating it” When had Mikey gotten in front him and why was food being shoved into his face?

Oh, right, you brought dinner tonight.

He had mumbled a grunt of an apology and had poured the rest of his energy into eating.

Unbeknownst to him, you had felt that shift that could only be described as the earth shaking. Raphael wasn’t necessarily subtle, sure he’s gotten away with it a few times but there’s no way he expected you to not notice his eyes burning a hole through your thigh as you sat next to him.

And who said you couldn’t be a little cruel in your endeavors of letting him get the fucking hint that you wanted him too?

So when you had finished eating and Casey and Donnie had started up one of their heated debates, you had placed a hand on his knee to push yourself up from the couch.

You had dug just a little bit of nail.

You had let your palm slide on your way up.

If Raph could implode he would’ve.

If he could set himself on fire he would’ve lit a match by now.

That had messed him up for days. He had rutted against his pillow three nights in a row and none of it had been enough to silence the voice, the itch of his skin.

All it had done was open his eyes a little wider, to watch you like a damn hawk.

And he began to notice things. Notice the little games you played with him.

From the way you crossed your legs when his green eyes landed on you. To the way your smile felt just mischievous enough to let him know he had been had.

You knew.

God, could you read his thoughts?

He had been tasked one evening to walk you to the exit of the Lair. It wasn’t too late, but work and deadlines were impeding you from torturing him longer this evening. He had quietly gotten you to the latter that led closest to your place.

“Ya let us know when ya make it home safe” Came that gruff voice of his, that almost constipated pit nesting in his stomach. Just before your hands could grip the ladder, you had gripped the length of the white cloth that adorned his shorts. You twirled the fabric, gentle twists and a knowing smile that made him hold his breath.

“And you let me know the next time you’re thinking of me at night. I think we’re past this little game.” You didn’t give him a second to recover let alone form a coherent sentence before you were up the ladder and gone.

Raphael looked up, the beam of light as the cover was opened to allow you out into the buzzing city. It felt too much of a spotlight highlighting his desires. You watched him down below, the shadows hiding just enough but not the stunned hungry look. If he were a religious man, he could say that you looked like a god, above him all knowing and with the power to turn him into ash.

And how he wanted to fall to his knees and pray in between your legs.

He hadn’t slept that night.

He had watched the ceiling of his and Mikey’s shared room and contemplated your words. He turned them over and over, examined every vowel and consonant. He tasted the sounds in his mouth. Your haughty smile as the wind blew a few strands of hair.

He lasted a week.

Seven days of self loathing.

A hundred and sixty eight hours of working up the courage.

Ten thousand and eighty minutes of wanting to even the playing field.

So on that last day, last hour, last minute, he had snuck out after patrol and a shower and headed to your apartment. He had climbed up the fire escape with every intention of telling you how evil you were for making him so obsessed.

His simply texted,

‘Window.’

His tried to mask a neutral face as you pulled back the curtains and found him crouched there.

The second you smiled though…

He had lost.

You lifted the window open and rested your hands on the windowsill.

“Couldn’t stop thinking of me?” Your words stabbed him, and he loved it.

He wanted to snarl, wanted to show you that this was stupid of you to even consider. So when he moved forward, brought his face close to yours, you didn’t flinch.

“Don’t be such a coward and show me what kept you up this late?” Your warm breath caressed his scarred lips.

Raph blinked, taken aback on how easily you had taken hold of him. When your hand reached up, knuckles caressing his jaw before they rested on the lip of his plastron, he closed the distance with an innocent kiss. A pressing of lips that froze him against your mouth. He felt that hand run up his neck, a scratch of your nails bringing some life back to him as your lips moved against his own.

Just as his mouth began to catch up, to lose itself against the wetness of your tongue you had backed up into the room and beckoned him inside the living room.

And like a trained pet he slid inside and felt smaller than he had ever imagined he could.

And god, he loved it.

He let you lead him to the couch, watched obsessively as you straddled his lap and kissed him with every intention of devouring all the secrets he possessed inside of him. He can’t and won’t be able to forget the sensation of your hands grabbing his own and letting them hover over your chest.

“Do you want me? Do you want to keep doing this?” You had asked cautiously, adamant in letting him know this could stop the second he felt it needed to. It took every power in him to not yell out a resounding and firm ‘yes’.

“Good, that’s a good boy” And fuck his dick twitched and almost came undone right then and there. He felt his hands cup your breast, the soft tender flesh from above your sleep shirt, just as you rolled your hips against his painfully hard erection.

Between the kisses he groaned out a desire.

“Wanna feel more of ya, can I?” He whispered it against the corner of your mouth as desperate as he ever could.

Your reply came in the simple gesture of lifting your shirt and your reward came in the form of hungry eyes and lips finding your breasts.

He was gutted, how could something this beautiful also be perfect and soft and right now against his lips?

Raph felt your hand on the back of his head and the quiet little yelp as he bit down gently on your nipple almost be his second undoing of the night. He kissed the perked bud, wrapped his tongue around it and savored the texture, the taste, the way that with each suction you grew needier and wetter.

He could feel you so perfectly through the fabric of your underwear just gush against his clothed crotch. His hands held your waist as he devoured your other breast and delighted ‘ha!’ escaped your lips when he his bit down just a little harder than before. Raph’s eyes looked up, the flush pink of your neck, the sweat starting to form.

The two of you still needed to be quiet, you weren’t alone after all.

And this was simply still a taste of things to come.

“I want you, so fucking bad, but not here, not like this” You kissed it up his neck, felt those big hands grip your rear. His eyes held confusion and a stupor that could only mean he was drunk off of this.

“We’re gonna be a little creative and very very quiet” Your hands rested on his shoulders, to which allowed yourself the luxury of a good firm squeeze to the muscle. God he was a fucking sight to behold.

With a remorseful push you got up on wobbly legs and slid your underwear down and off. He had followed the path, mesmerized and hungry. Just to tease, just to be the cruel god you could be, you rubbed along your folds, gathered slick and offered up to his willing and devout lips. He sucked greedily, loved the way you slowly pulled out the digits from his mouth.

Next to his spot you climbed on the couch and rested against the backrest and urged him closer. “Y/n I um, I’m too big-“ And he wanted to cringe at the admission that there was no way this could happen like this without some lube and patience.

“Thighs, use my thighs Raphie” That stupid name sounded like salvation when spoken in your voice. Nervously but ever so in need he settled behind you, pushed his shorts past his hips and saw the mess he had become due to you, much like he did on nights.

His hands ran up the globes of your cheeks and found your waist. He slid himself between the thighs he had dreamt off for far too long and just as he hoped, they felt better than he could ever imagine. “Oh-fuck…” Was his breathless response to the first slide, your thighs locked up as tight as they could be. The move allowed his cock to perfectly slide along your core, rub against your clit and you tighten your lips in a muffled moan.

The next thrust wasn’t as gentle, as slow. But enough to have his navel slap against your rear in that all to familiar lewd slap he often heard in ‘videos.’

He fell slightly forward, massive arms wrapped around your stomach and lips at the top of your head. “God, Y/n, fucking wanted this” He grunted against the crown of your head. “Me too baby, me too” You braced yourself better, if he was like this…

The thought alone made your toes curl as he began to thrust, building a rhythm that had the two of you on the brink of screwing up and moaning louder than allowed. A hand clasped down on your breast as the couch began to protest with the force of his movements.

“Come on Raphie, just like you dreamt of, do just like you’ve always wanted to” You turned your head, did your best to catch a glimpse of his debauched features as he thrusted faster, that squelching sound combined with your moans making him lose control.

“Shit-I’m gonna…” He buried his face against the back of your neck.

“Do it, do it for me, make a mess” Your own undoing so close you could taste it.

It’s a gut punch, it’s like a bomb going off in his chest and stomach all at once. It’s the hardest he has ever cum, and he’s clutching you and not a pillow for once. He can feel it mix in with your own release, feel it drip down against your thighs and shot against the couch. He feels you slap against him as you ride your own wave whilst biting down on your forearm.

He feels dizzy, tired and drained.

He feels you against him. Sticky and sweaty and panting.

He feels so fucking obsessed.

It was mandatory at this point, if time allowed it or not.

Leo always tried his best to sneak sometime with you after he was done being out in the city, doing the usual crime fighting and silent protecting the innocent.

Having a crime fighting mutant terrapin for a boyfriend sure was something. Never a dull moment for sure.

This time he did find himself quite perplexed or at least considerably too stunned to move. He’d landed at the fire escape as per usual, hand on the window he already knew would be unlocked for him. The window in question led to your bedroom and the first thing his eyes saw were you.

You, on your phone.

You, standing before a full length mirror.

You, in what he could only describe as ‘mouth watering’ lingerie.

Your fingers moved quickly over the screen, as if flipping through pictures you had taken not too long ago, teeth worrying over your lower lip and an adorable bounce to your feet. A little nugget size portion of his brain worried that maybe you were texting those pictures to somebody else but not too long after you pressed the screen a few times, the phone in side his pocketed vibrated.

Okay so that was a good sign.

Not wanting to spoil the phone just yet he got his phone out and was met with a picture he would surely be revisiting countless times. You had caught a wonderful angle, legs on display, tummy in shot and breast just perfect, all so perfect. He could die a happy man right then and there. Clearly you seemed eager for a response, he caught your grin through the mirror.

Naturally he typed his excitement at being gifted such an image, he snuck in a ‘what’s the occasion?’ And head your giggle.

Leo saw you ready the camera and snap another scandalous portrait for his collection. Soon enough his phone vibrated and he grinned down at the image. He typed up another response, eagerly praising you.

Time to have some fun.

‘Take the bra off and Ill reward you’ He hit send.

“Oh? Fearless isn’t playing around tonight, hmm?” You spoke to yourself, unbeknownst that Leo heard it as well. He shook his head at your response.

Just that moment you had slipped out of the bra and found the perfect pose to snap a shot of and send. It took him a second longer to pull his eyes away from the mirror but he did. A picture could never do them justice, the real thing was just too beautiful. Your response was a smug emoji with the words ‘reward please’.

Well, who was he to deny you?

Just then he knocked on the window, enjoying your started yelp and how quickly your hands flew to your chest. Shock and dear led to surprise to a blush that spread down your naked chest.

You walked over and watched Leo open the window with a smug look of it on.

“No, I’m not playing around” Hearing his words made your eyes widen. How long had he been standing here?

“You’ve been here a while haven’t you? You smug bastard…” You stepped back, allowing his massive frame to come through the window. “A ninja is always quiet, or else I’d give away my hiding spots” He walked you back against the vanity, a few lipsticks clattering down onto the floor. His hands down your waist, callouses leaving a nice little sting as he hooked his fingers into the waistband of your underwear.

“By the way, this? This looks beautiful on you” He slid them down, kneeling before you to fully remove them. “But this here? Now this is the most beautiful you’ve ever looked” He left a kiss at the front of your right thigh. “Spread your legs, I want to taste you” Those blue eyes shouldn’t look so beautiful when he’s saying such filthy things to you.

But fuck did he just do that so easily.

Your skin felt hot just as you did as he said. His lips traveled to the inside of your thigh, a nudge made you sit on top of the vanity. Leo’s teeth nipped at sensitive flesh before he found himself buried between your thighs with a curious tongue ready to make you see stars. He gave an intentional slow lic to your core, the tip of his tongue connecting with your clit. That made you slide just the furthest bit down so he could have better access.

It didn’t hurt that he swung a leg over a strong shoulder and quite simply dug in. The warmth of his mouth felt so good, tongue swiping every little second over the sensitive spot. It made your toes curl, made your mouth hang as a moan escaped you. His hand holding the leg over his shoulder squeezed you, spread you just a little wider to better angle his head. He sucked, groaned as the taste hit the back of his throat and reminded him that he needed to behave, this was a reward after all.

“Fuck, Leo I’m-“ Your train of thought disappeared. Thighs clenched closer, trapping his head and making the tent in his pants feel more constricted. Something about feeling your legs squeeze him, keep him in place as he ate you out could get him going.

He could indulge.

You saw Leo sneak a hand inside of his pants, the motion not going unnoticed. That alone could do it, the mere image that this felt just as good for him that he had to touch himself at the same time?

Fucking priceless.

Your hand found the back of his head, fingers twirling just a bit in his mask tails. You pushed him further into you, his muffled moan only serving to pleasure you more. Hips moving against his mouth, his hand moving faster. He looked perfect there, beneath you, between, so perfect.

You felt your orgasm hit you, a wanton moan leaving you as your rode your complication against his snout. Leo greedily lapped up every last drop, cleaned you so well. With a shiny mouth, he stood up whilst stroking himself and aimed right between your legs to spill himself on. Each warm spurt hit and dripped down your thighs. Leo’s forehead pressed against your own as he came down from the high. Your breaths mingled, lips brushing against one another in bliss.