#phdude

a girl will be busy creating elaborate fantasies in her head about a man she sees twice a week from across a classroom and some guy she hasn't spoken to in half a year will text her at ten pm on a friday to ask if she wants to grab coffee :/

i'm at the deranged point in the crush evolutionary process where i'm considering attending an early morning event that i don't have to be at because there might be a small chance he's there too. this is so much fun in such a torturous way!

I made a grown man giggle at a joke I made. in public. with the full department in attendance. he's so whipped it would be funny if I didn't want him to the point of obsession. grinding my teeth as we speak. I need to make him laugh again but this time while he's on top of me.

I was so tired all I wanted to do was stay in bed for five hours and then sleep but my vanity is vastly bigger than my desire to be well rested and I have a meeting at the department tomorrow where I might see my crush #MyCrush so I washed my hair and now I'm about to dry it, sleep, and wake up way too early just to style it. no one said it was easy having your own head this far up your ass 💅