#phallo diary

Yesterday was pretty chill. I didn't get a sponge bath so I feel gross but oh well. I watched some triple d and some twilight zone and today it's planet earth

I'm going to get out of bed and into a chair today, so that's exciting. If everything goes well I'll be released from the hospital tomorrow. I'm definitely ready to be out of here so I'm hoping my body cooperates

I do keep looking at my new cock and poking it and going damn! I've got a fat hog now! It's really awesome. I think I'll feel even better about it once I'm more recovered, I'm still too worried it's gonna abruptly die to get like crazy attached? A book i read as a kid had a polar bear who didn't name her cubs until they survived the first year and i feel like that about my penis rn

It's been a hard couple of days mentally. Healing is tough! Being restricted in what all I can do for this long is brutal. Dealing with all the wound care I have to stay on top of is draining. I know it will all be worth it in the end but that doesn't make it not suck right now

Getting outside and walking and having nice meals helps a lot. Talking to friends is also nice and keeps me stable. Sleeping poorly and mornings in general make it worse, especially if I'm laying awake at 4 am just waiting for Sam to get up

I'm very thankful for dropout.tv for having so much funny shit for me to watch. It's been very helpful in keeping me distracted and feeling decent. Reading books is good too

I had my first hand therapy appointment! I deeply impressed the physical therapist, I have basically no swelling in my hand which is EXTREMELY rare. I'm a freak and I'm not normal. I crushed all the hand exercise tasks and got out of a 45 minute appointment in about 10

healing has been going pretty awesome elsewhere too, the scab on my thigh is about 3/4 gone and the skin underneath looks good. I have a small bit of wound separation behind my nuts but that's very common and should heal without issue

My donor arm is healing ahead of schedule so they took the mepitel sleeve off a week early and I did my first shower with it and redressed it. It looks GNARLY but it's healing very well. I did immediately forget to put vaseline on it so I had to undo the wrap and rewrap it lol

My day to day has been pretty stable, mostly playing games or reading. My thigh itches so bad it's impossible to sleep recently so I've been knocking myself out with antihistamines which has worked wonderfully. I'm walking pretty well, I can make it a couple blocks including hills. I'm taking it day by day and I'm halfway through my stay here at quest house

AND I got a free penis cookie in celebration of my new penis :D