#peymasprogess

Oh no! I hope they/you can reschedule

1: Could you go the rest of your life without smoking a cigarette? 

Given that I’ve managed to do so for 37 years, I’m confident I can :D. (My dad used to be a smoker, so I always maintain that I’ve ‘smoked’ enough in the first 20 years of my life to last me a lifetime. It never appealed to me - though my dad at least smoked a pipe, so the smell was somewhat agreeable.)

9: How late did you stay up last night? 

I actually was in bed by 9 and turned off the light at half past - the day before yesterday, I slept very badly, so I was totally beat.

30: How is your heart lately? 

Romantically, there is no one in my heart. But that doesn’t mean it’s empty, there are friends and family to fill it :). (Even if, like right now, they can make my heart hurt, too.)

champagne: what topic could you talk about for hours?Probably how fucked up and weird and arbitrary physics is. To be honest my life has been mostly physics for the past 4 years so not a lot of options here :D

pearls: what's something about your personality that surprises others?I just answered this :) Maybe I should add that I don’t drink much and coming from a russian family my realtives are always a bit surprised when I don’t drink (a lot) at parties :D

roses: If it had to be winter, autumn, spring or summer for the rest of your life, which would you choose?If I can have (late) autumn without allergies, then that. Otherwise probably early autumn because it’s not too hot anymore but also not so depressingly grey and rainy :’)

Omg! I have the urge to learn knitting! Where did you learn it? And I admit the last question was cruel ��

Y’know, I actually don’t remember where I learned it ... But I suppose it must have been at elementary school during the fibre craft (Handarbeiten) classes. I’m not a great or prolific knitter but I love all ways of making things with my hands :).

Apple picking: Just answered ^^.

Fuzzy Socks: How do you spend a night in in the fall? 

At home (like pretty much always 🙃), with some tea, a blanket and some candles - autumn is also the season where I get the urge to knit most of the time, so doing that is a favourite 😊.

Leaves: What’s your favorite color the leaves turn? 

You'll get there! Proud of you for not beating yourself up & for your selfacring thoughts about zumba

setyoursmileonfire replied to your post “12 week challenge week 7”

Proud of you for trying so hard when life is tough! About the zumba, definitely dont do it if you dont enjoy it anymore, but a set of cheap ear plugs could be helpful to save your ears? I wear earplugs a lot at party's and other places with loud noise, my hearing isn't fantastic as it is and i am very sensitive to sound (sensitive to everything tbh but not the point lol) and earplugs are such a good solution for me!

luchtgitaar replied to your post “12 week challenge week 7”

Bad days are part of the journey, you dont have to appologise for not being 100% positive. These things happen and we support you **hugs**

Thank you, girls :)!

@setyoursmileonfire: Earplugs are a good idea! I’m the same, my hearing isn’t great but on the other hand, I’m very sensitive to loud noise ^^’.

About the enjoying part, I’m just torn whether I’m just not enjoying it because I’m bad at it and if I should stick with it until I get better ... and the other part of me is like, I’m allowed to just not like things :p (even if I did at another time). Oh well ... It won’t go anywhere, so I can always change my mind one way or the other!