Please talk about Pete x Lily š
whatās there to say⦠theyāre terrible⦠theyāre not even togetherā¦
they should not exist in a triad they should not exist at all what is the point of them besides self destructionā¦
the only thing that exists between them is mediocre sex and weird hatred
they only stop hating each other post jily marriage⦠and the reason they hate each other is so stupid⦠and yet they still fuck
āpeter had to compete with sirius for jamesā attentionā WRONG he knew he could never compare to sirius⦠he was competing with lily for jamesā attention.
peter mightāve been jamesā childhood best friend but sirius is just⦠jamesā person yk? so his only chance is to outdo lily (you canāt outdo the doer)
so yeah. peter hates lily for being his competition. he hates lily because heās putting in his all while lily is trying to get out of the competition!! she doesnāt even know the competition exists and she does not even want to be there either wayā¦
peter also hates lily for this whole⦠āi donāt like james heās a dick heās pushy he canāt take no for an answer heās xyzā
and lily hates peter because heās friends with james and everyone who likes james is on her no go list⦠(hence why lily hates marlene at firstā¦)
but yeah they hate each other. they fuck about it. itās mediocre. itās boring.
but the real thrill? why they keep doing it? because no matter how mediocre the sex is itās also a punishment
lily insults peter the entire time and peter berates lily and theyāve definitely bashing each otherās head while fucking and they spit in each otherās faces in a derogatory non sexual way and hit each other and they have this weird fight for dominance that is just a dick measuring contest.
but yeah. idk. thatās them. eventually they stop fucking. eventually they stop hating each other. eventually they coexist. eventually their history together means nothing. like lily goes from hating peter to trusting him enough to be secret keeper⦠growth. like thereās a scar on the side of peterās head from when lily hit his head against the bed frame and it cut open but like⦠they donāt ever talk about it
they laugh they have fun they are friends⦠they trust each other⦠in fact peter had felt guilt when he told voldemort where the potters were because he did like lily⦠eventually⦠when he got over his own issues
but also he doesnāt feel entirely guilty and he considers himself brave for doing whatever it takes to survive⦠heās a coward calling himself a lion⦠and you know what⦠even when he claims to be a lionā he still fears heās not brave enough because heāll never be brave enough
anyway yeah. they hate each other. they fuck. they donāt fuck. they become friends. they die.
sorry nonnie if you wanted some cute romantic peterlily headcanons and ideas and lore and got this instead⦠itās the truth so blame the prophetic visions








