Erik x sensitive user who asks him to be mean to them and then immediately folds and gets upset
Warnings: very light smut, degration, mean!Erik, he's so mean :(, crybaby!reader, kissing, grinding, spanking, no gender specified
(I love this idea, honestly if Erik was mean to me I'd probably react the same, I hope you enjoy!) Word count: 1119
The idea had been in my head for a few weeks now popping up here and there, especially when I saw him get angry. Something about the way the veins in his arms became more prominent and his eyes darkened. The idea of him using me, being mean and taking what he needed turned me on. I was just to afraid to say anything about it, not because I was scared Erik wouldn't like it. In fact I knew he would love it, I knew he'd done things like this previously with other people and I'd seen just how disrespectful he could get (just not directed at me).
The first time he'd mentioned it we were drunk, his arm thrown round my shoulders as he leaned back on the old couch, my head rested on his chest listening to the *thump* *thump* of his heartbeat
"Y'know baby, you're a lot different to the people I usually date" He'd said while taking a swig of his beer, to drunk to even care what words were coming out his mouth
"Not like in a bad way or anythin' you're just a lot more vanilla than the others. Which is okay I don't mind, just I'm used to doing... different things"
"Like what?" I'd asked voice slightly shaky
"Usually I'm a lot meaner, a bit harsher. But I wouldn't do that to you, y'er to sensitive. To much of a crybaby" He'd taken another swig from the bottle and hummed. I however didn't respond, suddenly feeling to self conscious not that Erik noticed anyway.
Since then the idea of him corrupting me with his words was suddenly on my mind a lot more than ever before and it now seemed like dream instead of a nightmare. But everytime I'd try to mention it my cheeks would flush and my hands would start getting clammy. My mouth opening and closing like a fish while he just stood there waiting for me to say something.
So when Erik pulled me into his bedroom, his lips moving passionatly against mine I knew I was finally going to tell him.
The kiss was heated, his tongue slipping into my mouth and his hands holding my face so I couldn't squirm away.
I moaned into him needing to feel more, deepening the kiss just to hear him groan.
It was all teeth and hunger as we kissed. Then he bit at my lip hard enough to make it bleed before pulling away, a string of saliva connecting us.
My breath came in short gasps as I looked at him, already needing more
"Baby, fuck" Erik whispered as he pushed me down into his bed. He climbed atop of me, caging me in with his arms
"E-Erik wait" I said quietly, looking up at him with a mixture of worry and arousal
"What's wrong baby? Did I did something?" His whole demeanor changed, suddenly more concerned and scared
"N-no nothing wrong, I just" I sighed
"I want to try something new" I whispered the last part, I could feel heat creeping up my neck. My eyes darted downwards refusing to look at him, scared he might laugh at me
"Something new? Like what baby?" Erik tilted my chin up forcing me to look him in the eyes "What do you want, huh?"
"Want you to be mean to me"
"Oh?" A smirk now adorned his face
"You mentioned it a few weeks ago and its been in my head ever since, please Erik please can we try it"
"Are you sure? I think you're too much of a crybaby to handle it"
"I-i'm sure, please" I whimpered, my hands reaching up to grab his shoulders. I looked at him through my lashes, knowing he couldn't resist
He hummed but nodded anyway "We can try, but if it gets to much you tell me"
He flipped me over on the bed and pulled my hips up, my ass now rubbing against his clothed cock. He groaned as he thrusted against me, his cock already leaking precum
"Fuck, you're so pathetic for wanting this. Wanting your boyfriend to bully you just so you can cum" Erik shook his head and sighed
"I'm not pathetic" I whimpered out
"Yes you are, say it say you're my pathetic whore" He landed a sharp slap to my ass.
I let out a yelp and buried my face in the pillow, this wasn't how I expected it to feel. I could already sense the burning behind my eyes and the tightening in my chest
"Y-your whore" I said, my voice muffled by the fabric
"No no, thats not what I said" He landed another slap to my ass "Say you're my pathetic whore, I know you can do it"
"I'm your pathetic whore"
"That's it, I knew you could listen it's about the only thing you're good at. Being a baby and taking orders it's all you know how to do" He ground harder against me not noticing the small tear falling down my cheek. He continued his assult with words barely registering my shaking form in front of him
"Bet you love being used like this, it's your only purpose. Only purpose is to serve me, you're nothing without me, nothing"
"That's not true" I felt small, used and very upset. Maybe he was right, I was just a crybaby after all I couldn't even take the truth from him without crying.
I let out a small hiccup at the thought, hiding my face in the pillow so it was less noticeable. But this time he caught it
"Baby? Hey, hey talk to me" Erik pulled me up so I was sat in front of him
"I'm sorry" I whined out, tears flowing freely down my face, my cheeks were red and my eyes glassy as I tried to focus on anything else but his words
"I'm sorry, I'm so sorry I couldn't take anymore"
"Don't apologize, shh baby don't apologize" I was pulled into his chest, his arms wrapping around me in a big bear hug
"It's okay, it's not your thing that okay baby don't cry. Was a lot to take wasn't it?"
I nodded "Just didn't expect it to be so mean"
"Oh baby I know, none of it was true you're so much more than what I said" His hands stroked up and down my back before continuing to talk
"Why don't I go get a face cloth and we clean up these tears, hm? Then we can find something else that we both like"
"I'd like that" I smiled, although his words were still affecting me.
