for askthetic: 8, 20, 25, 42!!
its lengthy so i’m puttin’ it under the cut !
☆ 8. would you rather have clouds for feet or suns for hands?well ALRIGHTY umm if i can still keep like, the way my hands look, than sun for hands ! but if not than cloud for feet definitely. i’d figure out some kind of way to make sure my hands arent too hot so i can make all my friends feel the sun on them, some of them need it really badly and i wish they could have more sunshine
☆  20. what are the promises you’ve made to yourself?
to love myself more, to give less fucks but also care more for the people around me, to get better in general at everything and to keep loving things i love regardless of the forces around me, just to name a few !Â
☆ 25. what are songs that make you want to become the sky?
roman holiday by halsey, drive by oh wonder, a lot of the 1975s songs (haunt/bed, undo, so far its alright, paris, a change of heart, please be naked, how to draw, you, etc. theres so many), the chorus of glory by bastielle, every song by the japanese house ever, redwoods by foxing, turnin and 4 am by young rising songs, a lot of whats on my spotify honestly. also halseys vevo dscvr versions of huricane and hold me down. daydreaming, future and last hope live in chicago by paramore too ! new lungs by glacier veins, anything pvris has ever made, theyre amazing. ALSO waste the night, story of another us, invisible and outerspace/carry on by 5 seconds of summer (dont @ me !!) theres just sooo many omg
☆ 42. are you okay?
not particularly, but thank you for asking sweetie !! i’m sure things will get better, i just have to give it time which is frustrating but im feeling hopeful vibes for december, just gotta go w the turning tide. being able to write fic and answer asks and hear everyones questions and responses is super helpful for me though, a good handful of my coping mechs are just simply unavailable to me at the moment so its very theraputic. especially responses on pieces like ojtmwyg and wybml. im excited and nervous for the response to the seven fic im writing, its the next part in the series that wybml belongs to and im trying not to make things too repetitive but some things will come up again so i hope people are understanding. and i hope that me trying to write a bit different of a scenario is okay and i really hope that my mental state isn’t affecting it negatively. but, anyways, are you okay? i hope so. i love you and the stars love you and you are made up of all things bright and beautiful and i hope you know that !
SPEAKING OF WHICH: if any of yall are interested in beta reading it in a few days or whenever it’s done to give me feedback on if its a helpful enough piece i’d be very appreciative !Â
