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Move beyond boundaries.

Its time you pick up the pieces of your life and slowly put them back together. You can only do it yourself and only you can decide what is best for you. I’m sure you’ll have people there to guide you through it but never can they make the final decision for you. You have to think carefully, enough with the little games. Also, you gotta stop blaming yourself that you aren’t good enough because one day when the time is right, you’ll meet someone who knows your worthy of his love and that you are good enough for him at least.

dear you, Honestly, not sure which entry number this is since it has been a while but you're in LA again, not a surprise. You've managed to stay longer than you did before and you've literally learned more about yourself and what you want, this trip down. You've kept your mind opened, went on a bunch of adventures and some riskier than others but hey- it is what it is, right? You continue to learn about yourself each time you revisit "home" and bring something back that changes you as an individual, afterwards when the trip is over. So, with this trip you've met up with a couple old faces and met a few new ones, along the way. You've tried your best to see a couple people that weren't in the area and it just didn't work out. Whether, it being bad timing or it wasn't right to do so. Also, you've said goodbye to someone who you never thought you would and that has forever impacted your life, not because they did something wrong but cause you believe in giving them their best chance of another dueover but with someone else. Another, chance to do and focus on their happiness. To learn from past mistakes, to never fall back and to never hold on to something that has already died down. Also, getting a wake up call by one of the men that has helped guided you to be the beautiful young lady that you are today. He stated that you have to think about your future and what's best for yourself due to the situation with your parents and how it is not getting any better. And, though you feel has if you have an obligation to them, you must know they can't and won't be able to help you. You can't let them guilt you into something that you aren't happy with. You need to do this by yourself to learn to be independent and even stronger. So, you've made a decision and decided once you get back home. You're are going to walk yourself into a Military office and talk to someone about joining. You aren't just doing it for yourself, your future but to honor the one man in your life that raised you and forever guided you, even if he's in the heavens above now. Definitely, missing you Grandpa. So, here's to a complicated start to 2015 but here's to a new door opening.

I've figured that I'd change it up a little from the usual "dear, you" beginning. Wth this month, you have done a lot for everyone else but yourself and that's just because that's how you are as person. You'll speak your sober thoughts in the times where you can barely stand, where you feel as if your heart is torn into millions of pieces, and where you'll just pass out whenever you are, to just sleep. Just a little reminder to breathe, don't put yourself in a position where you know you are worth more than what you deserve. People are going to tell you otherwise and some may not want the advice that you're not even intentionally trying to display. There are some that'll doubt and there are some who will think you're trying too hard. But remember, the reason why you write is because it's you're on personal outlet. It's not for anyone else, it's not referring to anyone else but you. You alone, the choices that you make are what defines you as a person. No one can change you nor can anyone judge you from where you come from. The way you were raised, thinking you might have got the better life, whereas in reality, no one knows you or the way that you were brought up to begin with. Don't let anyone get you down. Remember to keep your head up, and no matter what situation you're in, think positive even when you think there's nothing more to it. 

Remember you have a six pack and to stop worrying over the fact you ate a shit load of ice cream last night! Your being stupid! 👊

I think it's about time you begin a new adventure not only for yourself but for your future. You have been given enough time to be you, to grow into the individual that you desire to be, and now, it's time for a new one. This might be crazy and something unexpected of you to even think of but you have always wanted to continue the legacy of him and those who followed after him, it will be something totally different and surprising. It'll be a rush and so, should you do it? 

I believe it's time that you say goodbye to your old self and be able to create someone completely brand new. You have your whole life before you and no one can tell you otherwise. You'll definitely run and hit into a couple bumps along the road, but it won't be anything that you can't handle. I'm sure you're still going through some tough times and still trying to find yourself, along the way but don't worry; it won't take long before you realize who you truly want to become. You have ran into a couple old faces but new personalities that you're finally getting to know. You're learning to slowly be happy again. These old faces, with new personalities that you're awaiting to know is just another step forward to your future. To identify who is truly there for you and who can push you to your limit to see how strong you are, how strong you're becoming as each day is a new one.