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Me as Cool vs. Uncool
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Supposedly, I got all my peers to be convinced I was cool and not even mixed race, I'd say.
However, my teachers were convinced otherwise, just judging by the facts of life, like how my parents raised me, according to prejudice and race.
Now, being watched in private, some Baby Boomers who are both nice and attractive assume I am not that cool, for convenience sake. Their life has been glorious and relishing to them, full of encouragement. Mine has been hard like a hiding mouse in a hole in a house.
A big operation has been as though I never sensed it enough in my subconscious etc. that Ashley is to get more active attention and comforts in life. I think that her being cool is a reason people give her attention, but it doesn't mean everyone else is uncool. People will argue that topic, but it's true, they brush them aside and invade their lives in ways they don't Ashley. I won't let them do that to me. They pretended it was because she would take attention, anyway, but it's not unsafe for other people and me to be treated well. I'm not waiting until death to live my life. This is quite depressing.
