Birth Control Related- Had my copper IUD put in earlier today. Oh, gosh. That was some of the most intense pain I've ever felt, but I'm so happy to have it now. No more hormones! Woo~ Took some Ibuprofen, and feeling fine. I've had heavy cramping with periods before so this isn't too bad with meds. :)

The holidays continue to make me depressed, and invisible. I think working, and video games are the only thing keeping me sane right now. -.-;

Ugh. I'm starting to take a liking to a few males dolls lately...., even more so than the female dolls I've been wanting for awhile. Crap. At least they have to be rereleased for me to get so I don't have to worry about it for awhile. Hopefully. I guess I never thought I'd want a ton of male bjds, because I like cute frilly things..... but I suppose they can wear those too at some point. Ouji style~! Hee. >__>;

Deactivated my facebook, because I'm at my breaking point.... It's hard when you can't lurk on people though.... XD RESIST THE URGE!

I'm so ready for this month to be over.

I don't know how to stay happy anymore, and it sucks so bad. ;___;