Sometimes I wonder if what Iβm doing is actually βlivingβ and not justΒ βsurviving.β
Both? Could be.Β
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Sometimes I wonder if what Iβm doing is actually βlivingβ and not justΒ βsurviving.β
Both? Could be.Β

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So when?
I really wanna start blogging already but then I'm out of ideas and I don't know where to start plus I'm sick, I can't think well. Too bad. βΉοΈοΈ I was hoping that I could start blogging during these days because its already sembreak for me and no paper works na. Sayang yung mga oras so maybe I'll start tomorrow after I clean my room. Speaking of that, I am currently cleaning and organizing my stuff. I wanted to have my kind of dream room that's why I'm doing this but the cleaning part is the hardest, i have to scrub my walls for them to be clean. I need sheets and everything else, I still don't know where I'll put some of the things that I won't use anymore. I was also planning to buy wallpapers and a lot more for this big clean up. π I am really dedicated to do this since then but I was just too busy and tired at the same time. Lol. I wanna be organized all of the sudden, wish me luck for this. π I'll sleep na and continue tomorrow! Good night! π€
Yay for my clean slate blog!
Here goes myself being a frustrated blogger again but hey, its a clean slate and I really wanted to do this a long time ago but then I got busy with my dance practices last month that's why its kinda late to do this, better late than never tho. π€ Still, I got so many stories to tell and I'm so happy to put this website together again. I love seeing my website neat and clean, so white and pure. Haha. I will be working on this website every now and then and I hope I'll be keeping up. So, are you ready with my new stories and adventures? I'll bring you with me. Let's go! πππ»
Remember when you said whatever happens to us, you want me to be in your life somehow, in some way... I guess that changed, too.
I keep having nightmares. It would either be the world's destruction or you giving us another chance and everything would be happy again but then you leave... All of a sudden, you give up on us... It's harsh when reality is shoved in my face even in my sleep.

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Some dude: Oh you'll be fine by December don't worry. Me: ...wtf makes you say so? Dude: I just know. *December* Me: *cries because* Dude: Wow I was wrong. I underestimated. You're not fine yet. Me: No fucking shit, Sherlock. Dude: Let's see again in 3 months. Me: ...u lil' shit. I'm not an experiment.
Getting locked out of your own house when the sun is high up is just great. So great.
Feely the Share Bear
But it's the feelings hour and I'm holding Feely the Share Bear and whoever's holding Feely the Share Bear gets to sit in the share chair.Β
Barney Stinson
There are days where I just want to get home and curl up into that little ball and I could only long for your arms to be around me, holding together the little pieces of me threatening to fall apart.
All I can have right now is your voice and it kills, it makes me ache, but at the same time, you still manage to keep me from falling asleep with a frown on my lips, making me thankful, everyday, for you.