anyway lifeās been shitty so hereās a shitty life update for venting purposes and shitĀ
my boss has been more abusive since the holiday season has started. normally iām just numb to the whole thing and can wave it off but now itās been pissing me off
also still canāt find a real⢠job after graduating uni almost a year ago! high five!
my grandmaās been in the hospital for almost two+ weeks for something that shouldāve been a simple procedure but then there were a shit ton of complications
sheās a bitch on narcotics and has been abusive towards my mom and i feel so bad for her and donāt know how to help
i feel like iām spiraling again into depression with the new year coming in just over a month and i havenāt accomplished anything
itās been hard to look in mirrors again
in a constantĀ āwhatās the pointā mood
i feel like i donāt know how to talk to people anymore and i feel like iām a clingy burden to my 2 1/2 friends
also i donāt WANT to talk to people because...like..fuck you iām not in the mood and donāt want to be seen
my psycho co-worker thinks sheās a witch and is going to try to learn how toĀ ācontrolā her powers to hex our shitty clients and i need to fucking quit this job
scratched my car. AGAIN













