Wwaiit it made you happy?.. I thought you would be scared off becauze a lot of ppl weree.. well I wanted to let you know thiss
Why would I be scared off anon? I feel…very fuzzy inside hearing I’m your favorite person
Believe it or not, I don’t think I’m an important person—like…I feel like a person that no one would remember or care about if I disappeared. I still have a lot of trouble with being told “I’ll miss you if you disappeared” because I don’t really believe it
Sorry if this is too personal but I’d like to share this with you and everyone else.
⚠️TW⚠️ Mentions of depression etc.
One of the reasons I created this blog was because my therapist suggested putting myself out there and do something I enjoy, not for likes but for my own enjoyment and others enjoyment.
My therapist knows I’m a people pleaser and though it’s not always good to be that, I did tell her that I find happiness in making things that others enjoy and just making others happy.
So, she suggested why not make something that you like to do and that others will enjoy? It was a long thought until I remembered tumblr existed and is basically a place for a lot of fandoms.
Now, my depression before I started this blog was very bad. I didn’t ever think I’d be happy again nor did I care if I died or hurt myself. Life was pretty blank for me and I had a strong belief that I’d be better off dead. That no one would even know who I was if someone asked “did you hear what happened to [insert my name]?” “No…? Who’s that?”
Sorry if I overshared but I just wanted to let you know that it made me very happy to hear that I’m someone’s favorite person/ you look forward to hearing from me.
