#personal textga

also gonna spam DBS stuff cuz I'm 100% gay

I just had to look at tumblr. I half regret it.

No words can express how disgusted I am. Will I tell them? Probably not because I'm not that important. No really, other shit is more important than me. I hope they're happy.

I hate typing up a serious post just to erase it because of fear.

I was so pissed off a moment ago then I see that post below this one omfg I'm crying

I may be overthinking this, I can't help but feel like a friend is upset with me. Mind you I may seem like I'm annoyed or something which I probably am. I can't help but feel like a friend is upset with me because I don't talk to them. I don't feel the need to say hi every single day, nor do I feel like I have to be on the phone every time we talk. I especially don't like it when I'm expected to entertain them. I don't always have anything to say or I just don't feel like talking, yet I always feel like they want me to tell them some sort of news or something. If they knew me better, they would know that I don't need to talk to know that they still exist. I also feel like there's another reason why they could be upset, but I think I've said enough so far for me to get this off my chest for now. I'm not even sure what I am typing this here, but maybe it will help me think better about the situation.

I was going to rant, but then realized as u typed I felt better, and posting it would be pointless, as only my princess and love would only read, maybe a few more, but eh. I'm good.

Confessing your love to someone that is timid is hard work.