#personal spills

aw nice i've been put into a section where there's shitton of talented achievers

someone posted the class list on facebook and i dont even want to look im really nervous. fuck. (but how did you even get that. jfc.)

so i'll be going to school tomorrow for enrollment and since we're resectioned every year i'll also be knowing with whom i'll be spending the whole two years yey meeting new people... except i hate that i have to give extra effort to make new friends which is really horrifying in the process.

i just want to go back to school and feel like i have some kind of purpose you know 

i'm just uncomfortable greeting people when i don't feel like there's a point in doing it. i would do so if it's their birthday or they achieve something whatsoever but greeting just for the sake of the holiday doesn't make sense to me) and no. that doesn't show i hate them. -

to my parents: just because you dont understand a thing, it doesnt mean it's great