#personal reply

I won’t bother you any further. Again, my deepest apologies for mistaking your post as seeking encouragement. I’ll be more careful about reaching out to help people in future.

I hope you have better days ahead.

My dear anon,

I'm so sorry I made you feel like this... That truly wasn't what I wanted... I wanted to reply to your message because I so appreciated you going out of your way to try and help me. I wanted to answer you privately to have a talk, but since that's not possible on anon, I put my reply out there.

Please don't stop reaching out and trying to help just because one overly sensitive person has trouble differentiating between things meant to be personal and things meant to be general (because I think that’s what happened when I read your message).

I just want to make a few things clear...

The last day or so my accounts, my name and personal information (which some are false) has been circulating on tumblr leading to online hate, abusive messages and threats to me and my family. Just because one single person decided to voice their opinion and their personal views (YES THEIR PERSONAL VIEWS) and attack me online. I do not know this person or why she felt the need to do this personal attack in this manner (as a simple / healthy discussion about the topics she raised would have been sufficient). She nor anyone else has never messaged me on tumblr. She planned / intented from the beginning to attack me so this wasn't going to happen nicely (Yes anything can look and sound inappropriate when you only take sections of a post..Read the whole post and then comment). And by what i can see by her account/ posts i'm not the first and won't be the last account she bullies or abuses.

Yes everyone is entitled to their opinion and i value / accept this but the way this was executed was just vicious, calculated and right out harmful. And it shouldn't be allowed on here or on any social platform. I feel sorry for people who think this is acceptable behaviour. I would hear of this type of behaviour but never thought it would happen to me. How these accounts think its ok to go into another fandom in this manner..Wasn't SKAM & ALL SKAM REMAKES created for people to come together and enjoy a fun show and discuss everyday life topics..Togetherness.The SKAM CREATOR would be mortified by these people's behaviour and actions. Attacking other fandoms creates such a toxic environment. I'm sure that's not the message she wanted to portray..Also to have abuse and hate towards people just for fun and for their  own twisted pleasure is beyond words..To belittle people is not a form of fun..And attracking people trying to enjoy their love of their favourite fandom instead of having proper conversations. Its crazy. Watching my every move and documenting it over a year..WOW..serious issues there. This in its self is scary, stalking and bullying.

I'm not here to play the VICTIM. NOT AT ALL..Yes i too am to BLAME..And Thank you for bring my flaws and behaviour to my attention. I take full responsibility for my accounts and what i post and if i have offended or made anyone uncomfortable or feel like they need to leave this WTFOCK fandom I do sincerley apologise with all my heart. This was never my intention when i joined. Yes I may have been naive and not thought about how my posts would impact others but i guess i just assumed since wtfock covered so many serious and adult topics and there were so many written SOBBE Fanfics (mature / explicit) and mature gifs out there. Fans would be mature enough to understand my harmless, funny & loving posts (Mostly loving banter between Characters). Not acknowledging there maybe minors (18 years or less) in the fandom was my mistake. My sincere apologies to you. Yes I will take a good hard look at myself and take responsibility for my actions and think carefully before posting or saying anything in the future.. Everyone joins these platforms of their own free will..no one is forcing you to be here and you have the freedom to comment, dislike, unfollow,  block people or leave. My inbox has always been open for everyone. I created my TUMBLR and INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT for my LOVE of WTFOCK & the CAST (My love for S03 - SOBBE, the Willems (DS & H) & CAST) & to be a constant support to these amazing actors and the show...As they don't always get the credit they deserve. I only follow people who have approached me. Who are they to judge who i choose follow. If i am such a threat and annoying to the wtfock cast then why haven't they blocked or ignored me. Why does one of the cast members follow me. Then why does some of the wtfock cast chat with me. Why do they like my comments. (This is Not public knowledge as i don't see the right in posting personal conversations like many do)..Making accusations & assumptions without all the facts is immature and unacceptable.

I like /enjoy being creative & spreading joy & happiness in all that I post..i spend alot of time thinking about my posts & making sure they don't offend or make people uncomfortable (most times checking my posts with my mutual / asking permission to use their post and to see if my posts are ok to post 😏)..I use quite alot of other accounts posts (Their words eg: incorrect quotes) and add my spin to them (Mostly adding pictures). So if you know my style or me I always comment with my heart, with love & say what i feel. I do not stalk or post people's personal information or conversations..I try not to invade anyone's privacy. I genuine mean well..What you see is what you get .For those people (accounts) that have messaged me abuse & hate recently towards me and my family in regarded to this person's personal post / comments..Please STOP..if you don't like what i post just unfollow me, block me or ignore my posts..There is no need for it. SO JUST LEAVE..Everyone is intitled to an opinion (Which i value) but being mean / hateful in the process is not acceptable..

I have made some amazing friendships / friends on here from all over the world which i'm greatful for & will cherish forever..Thank you to all the beautiful people that have emailed me. Everyone has had a tough year with so much uncertainty (Covid) and we are all trying to manage / live it the best way we can..So to add this to the mix my year has started well..Not..My inbox is always open for a chat or a hello..I know what i have written here will be dissected, scrutinised, distorted & torn to pieces by these toxic accounts but i know the truth and so do my true followers and mutual. So do what you will with this post as i have said my bit and your not worth my time anymore. I won't be replying and i won't let you get to me. I'm done with you (BLOCKED). Thank you to all my mutuals and followers for joining me on this WTFOCK ride.

I’m doing well, just... *sigh*

Animal crossing has consumed my soul sadly. Every minute I’m not working or eating is spent playing that dumb game. It’s so addicting so unless you want your life to be consumed by this game, don’t play it! Save yourself!

But beyond that I’m doing pretty well. My job is going great and I’m having a lot of fun playing that damned game lol XD

51: If I were in Jojo, I’d want to be in part 3! I’m too poor to travel so a free trip while getting to be around handsome men (and getting to save the world’s best mom) would be close to heaven.

53: As much as I’d want to hug Jotaro, I have to go with Kakyoin. He’s not as big so I can actually get my arms around him and his hugs are probably much sweeter!!

ah sorry i don’t know how to send you a message but yea my twitter is locked right now and i’m currently migrating all the R6S scribbles to this blog slowly so you won’t be missing out much. the only thing you missed is me complaining daily stuff ヾ(:3ﾉｼヾ)ﾉｼ 

twitter is basicly me cursing in moonspeak (japanese acc) and dumb post like this (english account)

It’s a documentary on Richelieu’s spy network. Apparently it’s originally a British production, so there might be uploads of it in English somewhere?

I LOVE THE BUNNY!! I used to have a blue one I named Mr. Bear. I named him after Ryuichi’s pink stuffed bunny from the anime Gravitation XD

Thank you though, I’m still recovering from my surgery and I feel like I’m not making progress at all. It still feels like someone is dragging knives on my insides. I can’t walk for long periods of time, I can’t lift anything, I can’t really do much of anything without that pain coming back. Doctor says it’s normal from the surgery but I’m really tired of it.

I’m really sensitive to temperature too. One second I’m hot, then I open my window for a second (because it’s 46 degrees outside) and the instant the wind hits me, I’m freezing. My sleep schedule is all messed up too.

I feel bad for not answering asks every day, but sometimes the energy just isn’t there :(

Sorry for ranting, I just want to be back to 100%