#personal rambling.

it feels weird to me when like, i obvs know I’m gay and not in my personal closet anymore and I love being out and calm about it but I still feel like I don’t belong in the community since I’m not into the camp, queer shit. I’m a minimalist by nature and every exaggeration makes me cringe inside so I back off. I’m just so casual gay but still in the community, like, in the back, you get me? feels weird

No matter what do not be jealous of another person's body. Do not compare yourself to another person. Because you are definitely special all on your own. Do not satisfy your ego by feeling superior compared to others. You don't need this. You don't need to feed on other people's insecurities to feel better about yourself. You're the best you there ever is. So smile.

Hello how goes tumblr? I haven't been on for like I don't even remember. 2 reasons I haven't been on. First just been busy with classes and relationships. Second there's really nothing to bitch about in my life because It has been going well. It's funny how I pick today to log back onto tumblr because I have an exam in Japanese tomorrow!~~ which I should be studying for, but I guess I can't get rid of my old habits now can't I?

I don’t go on tumblr anymore because all that’s on my dash is free! and attack on titan posts.

It's been a while since I've said anything. Hmm you know there's a lot of things I want to do in my life. It'd be monotonous to list them for you so just imagine some stuff you'd like to be doing at the moment. But I can't help running into this wall. I run into music. Whenever I listen to new ones my mind gets all hazy. It kinda feels like an escape from reality and expectations. And I end up wasting my days listening and discovering new music. It's just one of those things that will never change. I can see myself appreciating music for the rest of my life because it keeps me going.

Well you know tough love sucks.