#personal idk

Guys... i might finally be leaving a kitchen job i might finally be free... this could be my shot gang

It's funny, I decided to go for my walk at the park I had been doing my walks at for a long stretch late last year and early this year, and I remember then being literally inches from crying every time I tried to do a daily walk both because it wore me out, and because I was all in my head about it, like no matter how much I walked, it didn't matter, no amount of my attempt at daily exercise would ever make me skinny again. And maybe that's true. But when I went today, I walked the entire loop like it was nothing and I didn't even think about it. And I don't even have music this time. So I may have gained a little weight, but I've also gotten at least some stamina and comfort with exercise, too.

regret to inform everyone that i’m back on my bullshit! whatever activates in my brain to make me like doctor who also makes me annoying as hell. apologies