Sep 30, 2025
I just realized the cycle I have been through/am going through. I was embracing my light, how bright it can shine for a lot of this year... Last year too. Then through a series of events everything switched. Now I'm embracing my darkness. It's actually beautiful thinking about it now. I either dim my shine or make light of my darkness to make others comfortable... I squirm with them out of empathy. I hate the feeling. Universe is like what about empathy for yourself though and even though this is a difficult time... I'm not mad at it when I see it from this perspective.
#sunmoonmerge#personal eclipse#it's tiring#so I'm learning to come out if it#once I do#it's over for everyone#it's reminding me#of a specific tarot deck#my favorite#I think it's the queen of wands#she is depicted#easily manipulating#the sky and the ground#a force of nature#I remember getting lightening#symbolism#a lot some years back and it's reminding me of that#too#fire too hot#it's become something else completely#hmmm#me#also how I have been#idk#ig you call it stunning#all this year#by rubbing my finger tips together#when I think of am nervous or just in my own world#it makes me think of lightening again too#the spark on the tips of my fingers
