#personal 2025

psych appt was okay, i got a new set of meds to try, but i think i'm just relieved i was taken seriously for one, and secondly, that my whole grooming situation was finally validated by somebody

not that other people hadn't validated me but this was the first time i'd known someone who'd known the school i'd went to and people who went there and went 'yeah i've heard things', instead of facing utter shock and disbelief. like yeah i knew i wasn't the only one whose struggles went unchecked there. but it was really nice to hear another human affirm it.

god i'd rather be dead than move back home i know that they're gonna make hijab mandatory if things keep going on like this, and then niqab, and then purdah