Apr 8, 2020
I have an essay to finish and I think I will have been up something like 72 hours by the time it’s done and I’m operating on fruit, nicotine, like eight cups of black coffee I made by just eyeball pouring instant coffee into a cup instead of using a teaspoon, and beer. But I’m taking a little rest, hopefully I’ll get a little sleep but I’m currently very distracted by some beatdown music.
In other news I never want to be in love again shit that’s hard work. Like, a lot of emotional and social energy and I just remember caring in that way was unhealthy and also so draining. Like nice but if I feel like that ever again it’ll be panic time
