#perksofbeingwallflower

I need to change things to get out of depression, being organized would be the first thing. 

Making decisions , not running from them would be second thing. Like .. where should I keep my thoughts written? Here, twitter, fb, diary nr1, diary nr2, buy complete new diary and start life from the blank page? (or maybe my journal?)

And the main thing is that I need to let past go. If you have read "The Perks of being a Wildflower", you would understand what is passing through my mind. That is MY book. And I have had a great chance to meet amazing people, but time flies, and nothing stops for anybody. I need to stop leaving my heart in Latvia and start building something for myself in the Liverpool. It's not sweet home, nobody really cares about me there, and yes, I don't like that. Things need to be changed. 

and I need this one written on my forehead to understend, I guess, because these are the golden words: