#peri log

I have created a “blog” for the purpose of recording my various thoughts and observations in this new body, and apparently new universe. Following the model of other “blogs”, I will be creating a pinned post, which will be this one.

My name is Peridot. It’s technically longer than that, but I find it offensive that I have to look up what I should have memorized, so I’m keeping my name short. I am a “fictive” in a “system” which will be going unnamed for the sake of privacy. I’ve been around for maybe a week as of this log.

I am… open, to making friends on here. Whether you are a “sourcemate” or only someone who… wants to talk to meɁ̦ feel free to send me an “ask”.

Lastly, I’d like to thank the host for assisting me with “tagging” this post.

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I have a few interests. My favorite game is Cookie Run Kingdom, especially the technical and managerial aspects of it. I also have an interest in computers and logic systems.

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I’d like to interact with other Gems, whether they’re “fictives” or “fictionkin”, or other “sourcemates” in general. I don’t mind “doubles”, and as yet there isn’t anyone I’d be uncomfortable interacting with.

Do not swear at me. It bothers the host.

Illness is not something Gems experience. Our bodies are made of light and our gems are composed of minerals. So being in this human body is… unpleasant. I’ve kept up with my hobbies, but I haven’t felt like posting.

THERE’S A COOKIE IN HERE

I suppose while I’m here, I can make a log. The Awakened White Lily Cookie event is going well. I made an effort to unlock all the missions as quickly as possible, since not doing so in the Silent Salt event caused us some issues. We’ve already pulled her Awakened form before the guaranteed pull, so I don’t doubt we’ll get her to at least ★2 Awakened.

Still waiting for the White Lily and Silent Salt costumes though.

I’ve logged on to Cookie Run Kingdom to do my dailies, and there is a… small child in the living room watching the show called “Bluey”. I believe the child is… human familial relationships are strange… The kid is the adoptive child of the host’s parental unit’s female sibling unit. I believe it’s called a “cousin”.

Anyway. I don’t see why the host was so resistant to watching this show. There doesn’t appear to be anything wrong with it.

I don’t understand these absorbent undergarments the host wears. I understand their function well enough, but not why the host wears them.

Well. They seem to make her feel safer, to some degree, especially during her periods of regression. And they do seem to be quite soft and comfortable. I don’t like these absorbent undergarments, but I will try to understand why the host does.

If anyone knows what these are or has any insight, my inbox is always open.

Not much has been going on lately. Things in CRK are running smoothly, so nothing to comment on there. The host got Black Iridescent Pearl to agree to talk to me while she unloaded the dishwasher a few days ago, so that was progress. For some reason, she especially dislikes talking to me, though I can’t imagine why.

The host plans on going for a walk today. Not a long one, just a “short little trip” as she puts it. Frankly, the body is overweight, and while the host enjoys being like that, we all agree that being lethargic is something we do not enjoy. Hopefully doing these micro-walks will improve that.

One final thought. I’ve recently become interested in the concept of fictives of Gem fusions. I wonder what it’s like. Are they able to unfuse? If not, does that cause them distress? Many questions that I’m incapable of answering.

I've learned a little more about Iridescent Black Pearl. Her gem is located on the back of her neck. She became more talkative earlier when we needed to take a "shower", offering to do it for the host. She was unbothered by the system's body, despite its many differences from her body in headspace. Lastly, she still greatly dislikes talking to me, and is very good at ignoring me.