#perfumessenpai

So you've probably realized my Carson blog is missing. Yeah. I went through this intense panic attack because of just about everything. I was crying for about a half hour, and then I decided to cut, but that hurt, so I took some painkillers. And then I started to feel drowsy, and I looked at the prescription on the back. I'd taken two too many. Which is never good. I tried to spit them up, but it didn't work very well. And then, in a somewhat drug-induced haze, I deleted the blog I was logged into, which was Carson. I feel really selfish for that. Like, the worst person EVER. I'm still having second doubts about making a new one, though. Should I? Cause I don't know anymore.