#pentadorks

So today my best friend pointed out to me that now I am so different than I was last year. She said I used to be all monotone, bitter and boring... And I have to agree with her! But now she's noticed that I'm smiling more, I'm laughing more, I'm actually showing emotion, and I'm noticeably nicer. I knew though, without a second thought, why that is. It's literally Pentatonix's impact on my life, I don't really see what else it could be. PTX has inspired me to improve in a numerous amount of other ways too including my musical ability. I used to dread going to band and songsters rehearsal at my church and now I do it gladly and how much I've gotten better at it plus how much I'll get better in the future is so surreal.

PTX has also changed me in very subtle ways. For example, I used to be the biggest tomboy, I like to think that I still am a tomboy but now I'm beginning to embrace being 'girly' and being 'girly' isn't a terrible, terrible insult. The fact that now I love to buy cute clothes and I'm actually making the effort to try and dress nicer is almost shocking considering I used to loathe clothes shopping with a passion just last year. They've changed me in even more subtle ways. I've picked up n their lingo, I can't go a single sentence without saying 'literally', 'same', and 'to be honest', though I'm not sure if that's a god thing :D. And I even do things like put my hands on my hips and covering my face with my hands when I laugh without even realizing it. I'm not even mad though, the 'me' I know now is soooo much better than the 'me' I knew last year and any time before that. If I had the opportunity, I would literally go back and punch all of my past selves, no joke.