#penguintransporter

i mean i AM your FAN😭😭❤️❤️❤️

And I love you for it <3 I think this one might actually surprise people because I talk a lot about many but I rarely mention the one I really fancy. Eric Dier! He's the one that got me into football again, he's the one that made me watch the Spurs, and he's the one whose kinks I think the most often about... <3

😭😭 Honigkuchenpferd is SO WRONG, we ONLY use that when we're saying someone is grinning/smiling like a Honigkuchenpferd (like a fucking idiot, but affectionate). And I don't even know where to begin with Schnuckiputz

Okay, I seriously had no idea what I want to do when I grow up, when I was little. Every time they asked me the question it did lead me think about it and gave an answer that had just came to my mind. Then when I became 13-14 I found myself curious about biology especially human biology and thought maybe I would be genetic engineer. About those times I experienced something that later will be called trauma which made me change in various ways and I saw that unfortunate thing as my fault. I felt guilty and thought I should become what my parents want me to do as job because I felt I owe them this. It was a broken thought shaped by unhealthy coping mechanisms. But I forced myself to love it and I chose to take the road my parents drew for me. I like it to be honest I like the cor idea of it but the circumstances especially in my country made me regret my choice. I'm trying to figure out the way which includes both my major and the things I am curious about. I should've taken another way but now I don't regret that much because like I've said there is something about it which makes me happy and satisfy.

notes: this fic is very lovely and it’s written by one of my favorite writers, she writes beautifully and you guys should really check out her masterlist! the fic is a work in progress and i will add the links as she posts the chapters, i’m excited 

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