#pegapersonal

i think i'm being ghosted by a connection i really like again. oh well.

butch lesbians save me

job hunting in this era is sooo ass you guys

i have a smush on the FWB who rejected me and just now i found myself hostile to the idea that they could be having sex with someone else. i need to touch grass

i should not be going back to a guy who replies to me once a week...

"you can't only be friends with aspecs" at least my aspec friends understand amatonormativity and are actively combatting it! at least i know they will not unceremoniously leave our friendship to crumble if they get into a committed relationship! i'm not against being friends with allos but there is less certainty that they would respect the friendship we have in lieu of a committed relationship and i'm not wrong of being wary of that unless they're already unpacking the amatonormative beliefs they were fed and work against them!!

so at work i have a client whose company name's initials are RPA. thus, as a Sofia the First fan, whenever i handle tasks for them my mind starts playing the Royal Prep Academy chant (Huzzah Huzzah) from The Flying Crown. it's driving me a little bit insane

i just outlined a fic, i'm writing for the first time in years. i did 3 spreads of junk journalling and even some graphic design. haven't had this good of a creative flow and this much drive for my hobbies since depression hit. it feels good.