#pbbbttt

Random doodles as of late!!! (10/8/24-10/13/24) (I promise I will make a proper post for my oc at some point, I’m still unsure on a few things xD)

Can't say there's a dedicated side, but sometimes yes, one more than the other.

I thought it was too extreme sounds. In college a professor would WHISTLE instead of ending her sentences sometimes. The whistle would make my ears spasm and like... short out go WWHOMmm with pressure. Like when one window in the car is open and it's that awful whomwhomwhomwhomm noise from the pressure??

But lately my ears have been doing that but to a beat???

So I was complaining to my dad and he was like, oh your pulse? You're hearing your pulse? And idk if I was before but since there was I beat I was like huh maybe.

So o recently if it does it, I've been trying to breathe deeper and see if regulating my pulse helps.

And like, kinda? It doesn't stop it immediately, it always peters out. So like, is it the breathing or is it just... going away like it would anyway?

but then this week it's been like RABBIT HEARTBEAT fast. And only really in the left ear. And it's like pressure and noise distortion. and I breathe but it doesn't really slow down just, gets weaker and goes away. And it's happened like 4 times today.

Anyway, I'm confused and looking it up gives me nothing that makes sense or matches what I'm feeling

but it's just feeling really awkward and kinda hunched??? hhhh. So if I stick w this one I'd just go back to the base and redo the 2ndary sketch.

but I also did a page of poses

SO CAN YA'LL HELP BY VOTING

1 will be the first pose I started w

2 is top left w the umbrella

3 is broom pose top right

4 is skirt spin bottom left

5 is classy witch bottom right

tell me which one you like best plzzzzzzzzz am having PROBLEMS

also I have favs but worry it covers the dress and I wanted that to be focal and ugh

tagged by @netlexia

Five things you’ll find in my bag:

sketchbook to varying degrees of smudged and ripped

pencil bag

one to five boxcutters from work

notebook/pad journal sized for NOTES/LISTS not sketches

a ring of hairties

Five things you’ll find in my bedroom:

Two fish tanks with a Betta each

over 20 succulent plants OTL

a mess lol

artwork from my fav artists framed and hung all over

3 seperate cube organizers (2 for clothes, 1 for things and books)

Five things I’ve always wanted to do:

play guitar (super easy to DO MEL GET ON THIS)

See a bio-luminescent beach

FUCKING ICE DANCING BUT NOOOO DAD IT’S TOO DANGEROUS

be fluent in either Gaelic or ASL

Be a good/formidable athlete in the sports I played in gradeschool

Five things that make me happy:

the smell after rain

singing and nailing a beautiful piece in choir/a group

PIANO

kids being silly, odd, wonderful kids (esp in bathrooms omg THE CONVOS)

swimming

Five things that I’m currently into:

VOLTRON

aquascaping

everyone’s headcannons/fanart of Overwatch

DUMB FONE GAMES aka Cookie Run

doing ADULT™ tasks on time without breaking down

Five things on my to-do list:

get back into working out

get up north for a vaca with my friends in the summer

CONVENTIONS

clean my damn room

SO MANY COMIC IDEAS

Tag 5 people:

@lotolle

@ace-spacepup

@spodiddly

@generallkenobi

if we’re mutuals consider yourself tagged!

I got home at 7 20/30ish

only like 8 kids have shown up

i want to make myself eggs on toast but don’t want to miss the trickortreat-ers