#paytooon

@chyenneeemc

I fell in love with a boy that lives in Texas, while I live in Ontario Canada. I honestly feel so lost.  I switched schools, I'm Happier I guess. Still taking medication. I just feel sad for no reason sometimes and it honestly really sucks. like what am i doing so wrong that i cant be happy. I tried calling him on skype the other day and he rejected my calls. I know he loves me but its been a bit since we talked. I plan on going and finding him someday that it will turn out to be a miracle. I would take a plane, walk the roads of a place i had never been to in hopes to be finding someone/something that would be lifechanging. i still pray that it will happen. in the mean time i will go by this sadness and emptiness but i guess i will survive right?.