#pawless

Tfw your fave won't win the Sanrio ranking but you can't complain cuz he's high on the ranking nontheless ( T . T )

Let's go my 24+ hours awake after being in hospital all day!!!! I'm going to eat this pizza and fall asleep mid bite idegaf I'm fine btw it was for somebody else ik #Chaperon All I wannt do is play vidjeo game and draw.... <- Sleep is either the best or the worst thing ever. Fast travel + mental reset or torment for your being and there is no in between

I need to watch more movies too actually- Haven't for a few days now.. Anyone got any fun suggestions?

Funniest kind of dynamic I have rn with some friends is this older girl and her bf and all I do is gay ragebait her bf (with her around) He's fine with it too ofc cause he also acts like a dickhead (chill way, not legit) I LOVE BANTER!!! It's always so joyous to make your friends laugh and just get all of y'all in a fit of hysterics.. I fucking love it every time!!

Outside of the overall fun I'm still finding it hard to keep my space. I miss so many of the friends I've moved on from... Not that I ever wanted to do so, but the relationship just brought us both a lot of hurt usually. It's hard not to blame yourself for everything, and while I still understand my faults I feel the need to accept guilt that isn't mine. You just try to apologize to friends and change yourself to fit what they want.. regardless they seem unhappy with you? I miss so much of the fun we would have, and as with many of these relationships I still couldn't pinpoint what caused the fizzle. I wish the best for them regardless! I just find myself desperately wanting to ask "Hey how are you?" or let them know my heart still considers them a friend.

Had an awesome day with friends overall today!! Holy SHIT ark is so difficult to load up though... 500 technical issues! I invited a friend to try it and I'm not sure they're a fan of the visuals but I hope they end up enjoying the mutations and breeding aspect! (They're a big fan of that thing)