#pattsy

i’m jealous. #depression meals 

Thanks! Its a dress I got from CottonOn back when I worked there. It was too big for me then but since I gained weight it fits nicely now lmao

thanks pattsy, I love you, you are also a strong beautiful person and you bring so much joy into my life and i’m so grateful that i’ve gotten to know you and that we’ve stayed friends through everything  and i totally understand why my mum is like that it’s just hard because it’s rubbed off on me so much, i mean my grandparents used to force her to go to ‘fat camps’ and then when she would come back they would judge how much she was eating and be like “you don’t want to ruin all that hard work” not just at home but in front of people and it would have been awful and she’s done her best to come away from that but a lot of it stuck and i just wish she could see past it for her own kids but at the same time i’m sympathetic bc you can always have more leeway and see more of what’s wrong when it’s other ppl than yourself so she must really struggle too 

the newest velourlips are sooo nice, budapash, shanghai, and doobai are my faves. I forgot about them, might pick up another one of those two, maybe suss some australis lipsticks. also just remembered that rimmel have just released new matte apocalips!

what about you?

sure is :)

I'm probs gonna go back to sephora on monday to check if it's there so if it is I can totally buy it and send you it?

yeah it's nice, better than here cause it's got 3 bedrooms (we have 2 here), the kitchen is nicer, it's only the bottom floor (we're on the top/third floor here), it's next to a train line (like you literally follow the train line down to get to the street), and it'll take me and mum about half as long to get to work (we both work basically in the same centre). so overall it's gr8 and an improvement. the only real down side is that it's a little bit on the small side, the bedrooms could be bigger, but we've pretty much solved the space issues by deciding what furniture goes where and that I'm probably getting a loft bed to accommodate for my furniture (not really ideal but it'll be fine for a while/until I can move out and then I'd take my current bed w/me).