#pattern release day

i should probably post this in the morning when the world is awake, but after several months of testing/writing and 16 years of crocheting my first pattern ever is now available

i doubt when i was a teenager and sent to live with my cousins as “punishment” for the summer my parents thought i would use the crochet lessons i had that faithful august as a means to be a full time artist making weirdo little clowns, but here we are in my 30s still hooking bb.

happy birthday crapshoot 🤡