So Thursday approacheS
I want out of my emotional cell. I have my main dr tomorrow. Idk what to do anymore......Is this even worth it? Yea I fell down the fucking rabbit hole but there's no hole to get out. MY SKIN CRAWLS LITERALLY NOT FROM WANTING DRUGS BUT FROM. WANTING OUT OF MY OWN FLESH. IT CRAWLS BECAUSE I DO NOT WANT go on a bother day of smiling, acting or pretending to be happy.
It crawls just from seeing the sun is up and, I have to start my fake fucking miserable life all over again.














