#partyprobs

We're all different people and we have different ways of coping up. Honestly, I'm afraid to be alone because I got used to having someone who's always there for me through thick and thin. I didn't need anybody else, just him alone. When my friends would ask me out, I'd choose to stay home & just text or call him. My life was that simple but I was happy and contented. Seriously, nobody had that power to make me go with them unless they blackmail me. Back then, even if I was literally alone at home, I never felt like I was, just because of the thought of having him in my life.

Now, I don't even want to go home anymore when nobody's there... It was all good before, I didn't wanna party. If I'd drink, it was too rare and I'd rather go to chill places. And for as long as possible, I would want him to be with me wherever I go, whatever I do, even at my events.