#partialregrets

So as I work on my last essay of the semester I can't help but think about the things I wish I had did differently or things that I love about this semester. I think I've improved on a lot of things such as the way I view myself or my relationship with my mom, but there are for sure things I still need to change and get help with. My gym efforts definitely need a revisit. I would go somewhat consistently, but then other times I would stay away for weeks at a time. I think I owe it to myself to become really serious and go more often. Spain hasn't been particularly bad for my health. I think when I first got here I did party more than I should have though. It's alright though because I've worked on that and I will work on the gym stuff as well. I owe it to myself to really work towards my happiness and my comfort. So while I can't say that I'm completely heartbroken over what I didn't do here, I think I can say it's opened up my eyes to things I still have to manage and try. Hopefully with my schedule being more free next semester it'll be easier to make time for the gym. But gym time should always be a priority! Ah well, regrets are wasting time sometimes. You just have to take what you can from them and move on. I'm sure it'll all be fine, but I'll do my best to stay real with myself.