#part 1000000

wonho's mind: hold his waist

wonho: wh- why?

Fucking the guy I really really fucking like is at basic training for the marines, and like we hopefully will start dating when he gets back in 70 days but idk but lowkey I love him whoops

BUT THEN my friend who I love don't get me wrong, but like... no. COMES TO MY FUCKING HOUSE YESTERDAY AND CONFESSED HE LOVES ME AND IM FUCKIN????????? I've known he likes me for a while and we got drunk a few weeks ago and he told me finally, but then yesterday he's like "if I can say it drunk I can say it sober" and I'm like "yeah ik I've known for like half a year lmao" and he's like "and you're not interested??" Like no buddy ur 2 years younger, 4 inches shorter, attractive but ur skinnier than me and have to move my seat up when you drive my truck and no??? He's my friend and I want him as my friend but I'm not attracted to him like that, like I'll make it with you lmao but I ain't gonna date you. PLUS I'm kinda sorta head over heels for this other guy and maybe love him, like not in love with him but I love him and shit guys. My friends a good guy and I want him to be happy af with a girl but like... not me